~Still Rmb Forever Only Always~

today,went to ron's hse to relax wif xiaomeinu and laoda.. supposedly, gt fleo and pc joined us in e fun too.. but both of them din came.. wow.. abit 怀念 this kinda gathering.. last time, i not workin tat often, this was how i spent my times wif them.. rent discs and watched tgt, played mahjong, then dinner, then arcade.. then home sweet home to rush homework for gals, guys will chiong their games.. soon, a night will over and e new bright day start again.. then this cycle of life will keep repeatin and repeatin over time..

maybe like wat dumb told mii bah, 'its not like you can have everything de.. the more thhings u try to hold at one time the higher the chance everything drops together'
somehow, ytd, at work.. e way tat customers talked back to mii, somehow, i start to 看开 already.. cos usually, i will get irritated when i nicely talk to customers yet thy used very yaya papaya de tone to reply mii..

i sld be gt use to 看开 bah.. dun always 小题大作..

who is distubin us takin pic arh~~

Ohhhhhhh.. is ron....


finally, gt 1 pic BUT is blur..

After work, went home tgt wif aiai.. smth happened.. then home sweet home.. then played facebook de quiz.. this quiz is on Personality traits by birth month quiz



February:Abstract thoughts
Loves reality and abstract
Intelligent and clever
Changing personality
Temperamental
Quiet, shy and humble
Low self esteem
Honest and loyal
Determined to reach goals
Loves freedom
Rebellious when restricted
Loves aggressiveness
Too sensitive and easily hurt
Showing anger easily
Dislike unnecessary things
Loves making friends but rarely shows it
Daring and stubborn
Ambitious
Realizing dreams and hopes
Sharp
Loves entertainment and leisure
Romantic on the inside not outside

this is quite true.. OMG!! it is showing my characters..

~PLS SEE THIS BEF MAKIN FRENZ WIF MII.. COS I DUN WAN IN E END, SAY HOW COME I AM SUCH PERSON!!~

18.06.09
long time din see 5A' ppl le.. met at 9am at amk mrt to go sentosa.. in e end, we left at 10am.. haha.. took circle line to harbourfront.. throughout e journey, chit chat alot of things.. then we went to suntan.. somethin happened.. my fried bee hoon was spill by pc cos he was tossin e ball and sat beside mii.. lol.. wow.. then doin suntanin, kana hit by ball from ppl tat i dunno.. then, walked ard wif fleo, pg and pc till another beach.. we found an air ventilation and we sat on e floor and chatted.. ppl tot we r siao de.. lol.. then went back to find lee thy all after thy called us.. then only tan for abt 15min, in e end, still kana sunburn.. then went to vivo for dinner and for celebration.. like last time, packed kfc and sat at e sky park and chat.. then took pics then went home.. leong came and send mii and pg home.. tired~~

mii and xiaomeinu

best frenz since sec1 (:

mii and wang wang
my face obviously red, like roasted pig..

17.06.09
today,went for check up.. then went for massage at centre wif darren.. wow.. very pain.. keep screamin when e ppl helped mii to ease my muscle tension.. then went for dessert at hub.. then went to meet my cousin, matt chua.. lol.. long time no see him.. din able to recognise him when met him at mrt station.. then went to shop ard town.. alighted at orchard.. then went to taka,then new shoppin centre, central@orchard.. wow.. e shoppin mall look so HIGH CLASS la.. lol.. then went to ps.. wow.. saw a cute minnie soft bear.. he so gd for e day la.. helped mii catch bear bear.. i think he facin a BIG prob tat caused him to be in this weird weird state.. alth, nw he is gd la.. but if cos of his prob, which turn him to a new guy, i rather he like last time, sot sot like tat.. sigh.. then took bus to suntec juz cos of HANS.. hee hee.. then went to arcade again.. then helped mii catch another 3 bears.. so great.. then took a ride back from leong.. thx thx (:

mango and strawberry dessert
after eatin, then realise din took pic.. hee hee

wanna this..
this bear look so cute.. i not gd in catchin.. i spent $2.. e catcher went down to catch.. i gt e position correct yet e toy not even lift up from e ground.. matt kept laughin at mii.. lol..


however, in e end, he managed to catch a pair.. hee hee.. mine minnie is a orange colour de.. he caught a darker mickey for himself.. heehee


IT IS A PAIR OF MICKEY AND MIINIE (:

today, whole day juz stayin at home and ROT.. slept till in e afternoon, then surf net then watched tv, slept again then went sheng shiong wif my papa to buy groceries.. fall asleep on sofa while waitin for dinner.. then stone again.. nth to post abt so went on to search quotes again..

today's quote:

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil,
but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Bible
~I Corinthians 13:4-8~

"Perfect love is rare indeed -
for to be a lover will require
that you continually have
the subtlety of the very wise,
the flexibility of the child,
the sensitivity of the artist,
the understanding of the philosopher,
the acceptance of the saint,
the tolerance of the scholar and
the fortitude of the certain."
~Leo Buscaglia~
(March 31, 1924 – June 11 1998)
Inspirational author

There is no difficulty that enough love will not conquer;
no disease that enough love will not heal;
no door that enough love will not open;
no gulf that enough love will not bridge;
no wall that enough love will not throw down;
no sin that enough love will not redeem...
It makes no difference how deeply seated may be the trouble;
how hopeless the outlook; how muddled the tangle; how great the mistake.
A sufficient realization of love will dissolve it all.
If only you could love enough you would be
the happiest and most powerful being in the world...
~Emmet Fox~
(July 30, 1886–August 13, 1951)



taken from: http://www.sfheart.com/love.html

NP,RP, SP, NYP
4 gals from diff poly~~

4 fnn gals from diff poly again~~

Grp pic~

hungry le~~

mii wif my chix rice (:

fun times~~

miss them lots~~

Here come e sentosa pics.. not many cos i haven receive it.. more to come~~

mi and my bf <33
hair abit messy cos juz finished shower (:

a grp of shoes~~
smelly smelly~~ heehee

sandcastle
of cos not done by us.. juz happened tat Palawan beach gt event (:

These r pics taken durin ROD..

weili,mii,calvin
took pics wif CI, very cool.. plus thy r handsome too.. from my meimei's batch de.. handsome wor~

mii wif Hong Yu, Red Fish.. promoted to UCL

mii and handsome weili..
my 'bf' for e year.. so handsome.. too bad, gt gf le.. heehee..

mii wif my squadmates (:
long time no see

jas and mii (: my last meimei in NPCC

3 sis who r from npcc(:



3 'Policewomen'

MR siva said 'i will wait for yr last sis to join np.. however, my youngest sis still in pri 5.. LOL

lets compare last year de ROD's pic and nw.. DO WE LOOK DIFF??


Last year- ROD'08

today,was a interesting day for mii.. mornin, went AMKSS for my meimei's ROD.. catch up wif my ex-squad mates.. long time no see them le.. kinda miss them.. then went to sentosa for suntanin.. then went to vivo for dinner at sky view, havin packed kfc..
long time, din see my classmates le.. keep on chatting and chatting non-stop.. today, i dunno how to describe my day.. i think pics can do e 'talkin'..

12.06.09
wow.. last day of sch le.. happy~~ after e first class,psychologist.. went to look for info abt reflection.. 1000words essay.. lol.. then went to cafe@sch library.. had hotdog set meal.. then went to atrium to buy tidbit.. went to sit outside e skill lab and secretly ate there.. then we saw e SHS 'witch' who went ard to catch nursing student wearin inappropriate shoes.. then we hide e food.. wow.. so risky and exciting.. thy said as if we stole e food.. we paid for it yet must secretly ate.. LOL

charista and faiqah were right.. i cant ban myself from eatin spicy food.. had hot and spicy soup noodle for dinner.. lol.. went J8 after visitin regional library wif leong.. cos i need to change skirt at OP and buy 'flower' for my meimei while he need to buy his stuffs at J8,so went tgt.. lol.. by e time, we went for dinner.. nth much at there, so i decided to eat spicy noodle.. he gt nth to eat so ordered e same food.. however, it was too spicy for him, yet i found it, it is super delicious.. hopefully, my stomach wont hv reaction cos i goin to attend my meimei's rod, suntanin wif my PAN family.. happy to meet them..

more entertainments will be up soon~~

kana shot by charista.. RED HANDED!!~

Faiqah and mii.. munchin munchin~~

i miss u guys.. sry.. i might hv forgotten e day.. sry.. i mistook u guys..

one day mc, today went back to sch, like gt alot of stuffs to catch up.. wow.. however, i felt refresh.. maybe after fall sick, gt time to rest.. therefore, recharged myself.. sigh.. today,went sch, then received addition of 3 presentations.. wow.. all due after holiday.. tat mean my holiday will be short..

chatted wif rachelle bef went for e last class outside e lecture threate.. we talked abt time management.. nw, we all r busy wif our studies.. secondly is our frenz or personal stuffs, thirdly, u can only choose either yr hobby or r/s.. heehee.. currently, she chose her fav hobby-golf.. as for mii, i nw chose workin.. my time hv divided into parts.. studies, frenzs, health, workin plus take care all my meimeis.. thy gt stuffs for mii to do and look after.. therefore, currently, no time for others.. if even nw i wanna hv somethin, but i know i wont give my best to it..

so i chose to remain like this.. evenn tot, my 'choice' is here for mii yet i chose not to gt it nw~~

time is runnin shorter and shorter~~

after postin, i went ard to surf net.. then went to facebook.. then somehow, found out tat my gang of 6, went out w/o mii.. then i check e date to see whether i workin on tat day anot.. then i realised tat i din work on e day tat thy went out.. at tat moment, i stoned awhile.. am i become least impt in them le ma?? i saw e gp pic, i sadden.. issit i been neglectin them?? issit i dun chat wif them, therefore thy forgotten mii?? issit i not impt le?? sigh.. issit my work, caused mii to lose them?? wow.. so many questions tat i need to ans.. but then mi, myself din hv e ans to it.. sld i cont to work and neglect frenz tat ard mii?? sld i give up my job juz to hv my frenz back to mii??

nw, even poly frenz say 'it hard for u to go out wif us'.. even thy know to book mii out for shoppin, it is so diffcult.. sigh..

it hurts to see my gang is driftin away from mii le~~

10.06.09

din went for today's class cos e previous night, diarrhoea till very jialat.. thx to darren for acc mii back from sch to home.. wow.. then mornin, when i woke up, my stomach havin cramp.. tot after shower, it will be fine.. but then was painful for mii to stand properly.. then went to see doc at polyclinic.. waited alone.. sigh.. this made mii think tat when my frenz r sick, i am by them side.. y i sick, i alone.. tat time,stayin at yiyi's hse at woodland, i sicked, i went to find woodland's polyclinic under e rainy day which i nvr been bef to :( it was so scary and lonely.. luckily, i knew where is amk de polyclinic.. went there and took temp and waited.. after seein e doc, need wait 1hr for x-ray report.. need go back again for report.. everythin costed so EXP.. $30++.. tat lab person draw my blood like no skill de.. worried for my arm while she drawin my blood.. *ANGRY*

long time, din fall sick.. once it fall sick, everythin come tgt to attack mii.. first is my gastric, then headache, then chest.. most hateful is my gastric.. caused mii alot of prob.. unstop de probs.. abit regret tat time, din really take gd care of it, nw, 'she' throwin her missy temper on mii le.. took med for her le, yet still do stunts for mii, to torture mii..

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today, at work.. xiaomeinu and nana came wif yilin and her bf.. btw, throughout e conversation, i din even know wat his name.. i think he know my name, but i dun.. -.- lol.. i was super high and happy tat thy came and see mii.. i miss them super lots.. bef thy came, ron's mum asked mii y so long din go look for ron thy all, y so long din went out wif them.. then thy came.. i ran out from cashier station, wanna give xiaomeinu a hug hug de.. but i sweat so dun hug her.. she dressed quite nice till at e moment, i din recognise her when she holdin hand wif nana.. i only started to recognise them when i saw yilin.. she changed alot too.. y everyone changed alot esp e way e dress themselves up.. thy nw gt e poly students de looks.. lol.. i dun.. so SAD.. like small gal like tat despite in poly le.. so sad...

i treated them wif rosti.. tats yilin's fav.. thy started to chat wif mii wif funny funny stuffss.. wat Right Left de.. hee hee.. u guys r so bad.. i understand wat u guys thinkin arh.. btw, even u guys make a smart guess anot, u guys r e one who understand mii bef de.. i really wanna say, 'thx' to xiaomeinu who been wif mii chattin non-stop in every night despite got exam or test on e nxt day.. and nana who alway be e funny one cos halfway, will disappear and appear again de durin e conversation.. funny..

lookin forward to sat, altho heard tat got other ppl joinin.. hopefully, nth go wrong bah.. gettin late le, oink oink le.. exam later at 10am.. excited.. OMG..

GOD BLESS~~

~There's no formula for finding happiness or love that lasts. Each person, each couple must arrive at their own calculus~

~Loving another truely is one of life 's great joys. For one going happiness, nothing matches a relationship that excites, enriches and uplifts. Here, we plumb the mystery of love from the thrill of desire to the rewards of lasting partnership. Intimacy has challenges, too: no discover the true meaning of doubt~

i find quote r very meaningful.. these r e quote tat i wanna leave..

ytd was a tired day.. workin non-stop.. tot today, can hv a gd rest yet nw been called back for work.. will be leavin to work after bloggin.. nw, busy wif my studies, work, no time to stop for viewing and stop for breathing.. too tight till my head le.. it was rushin till my brain.. tat y ytd, burst out again.. hopefully, later workin no prob for mii cos tmr gt exam, hopefully dun affect mii and my mood.. sigh~~

05.06.09

nth to do within e 3hrs break.. went to south canteen wif charista thy all to hv lunch.. wow.. south canteen was packed and warm.. still think of north canteen better altho need to see north canteen for 3 years.. hee hee.. then happened to see this 'giant' man.. tot i am his frenz.. zzzz tall like no ppl business like tat.. LOL.. then went to sch lib to watch movie-titanic.. wow.. din knew sch gt such service.. we like mountain turtle.. lol.. i think this week, i hv been turtle for long le..

i even showed charista thy all abt my signature dance-wu gui dance.. thy all laughed.. rachelle even said my jokes not cold cos bef goin to lib, we r discussin where to go.. one suggested to come my hse.. another one suggested go hub.. even one of them asked mii to ask my part-time bf to drive us.. then i told them a cold joke abt e seatin arrangement.. then i did mentioned abt goin lib to talk crabs.. then thy ignored mii.. then nafisah said go lib for movie.. then everyone reacted by goin there -.- anyway,thy all r so FUNNY.. 6 of us splitted into 2 grp watchin 2 diff show.. one was sad and touchin.. another was funny.. then 1 grp cryin.. another grp was laughin so loud then e librarian came.. wanna see who r my gp watchin titanic?? hee hee



this week, catch 2 movies.. one is monster vs alien.. another is 'night of museum' wif leong.. both movies were quite nice..

skill exam is gettin nearer to mii le.. see my classmates, some failed, some passed.. some durin practice time, gt do practice de, yet failed.. vice versa.. gettin worried le.. sigh~~ trouble again~

juz added on e previous post.. maybe i am really confused tat y when i asked for lots, i need to do it 5times bef e goddness gave mi a agreed signal.. but in e end, it is a bad lot.. very funny la... e lot said dun choose any.. i think she really gt confused when i told her e prob.. tat y need to do 5times.. funny..

03.06.09
finally, i completed my last 2 presentation, which was e foundation of nursing.. heng.. this lecturer not so strict.. she even said u guys passed and belonged to e gd grp.. finally, our efforts din go to waste.. i even did a breathing exercise in front of e class.. so funny.. am i tat funny?? heehee.. went out wif ah dumb for a 1/2 day shoppin trip at bugis.. we went to bugis de temple to pray and draw lot.. mine was a bad lot.. anyway, this lot gave mi advise on current issue.. nw, i really wont regret wat i chose le cos i managed to find someone who agreed wif mii tat i did e RIGHT way le.. then went to watch monster vs alien in 3D format de.. wow.. very cool.. first time, watched 3D format de movie.. abit like mountain turtle.. i found out a movie, e story like 'sky of love', i wanna watch.. 'sky of love' is xiao meinu intro de.. this time, i will chio meinu thy all to go.. i must rmb tat..

02.06.09
went to celebrate my papa 51st bdae after my class.. ended at 5plus cos lecturer saw us so restless.. went to bf de workplace to buy cake.. my xiu xiu dun recognise mii le.. so sad~ last time, i wanna try tat flavour of e cake, finally gt e chance le.. tat was a MOCHA cake.. so nice~ yummy :) then went to 232 to hv dinner wif papa, 3 meimei and ah dumb.. wow.. costed $129.50.. dunno sld consider exp anot.. crabs, cereal prawns (my fav), veg, meat and drinks.. wow.. goin to pok liao...

lookin forward to nxt sat.. my lovers r goin sentosa.. i am able to get to see my gang le.. i dunno how much i missed them aloads.. when i see them, sure run up and hug my pan family.. see my laoda, sure greet them loudly de.. see pc, see jun liang, see ron, will say 'yoyo' to them loudly de.. cos i really missed them lots.. cant describe tat missin.. really love and miss them lotsssss.... missed e way tat thy like to 'bully' mii.. missed e 'neg comments' abt mii, abt my body, abt my size..

i afraid i will hurt alot of ppl.. i will hurt ah dumb, hurt aiai, hurt ppl ard mii.. may e god bless mii.. may god take my troubles away wif u.. i really feel tired le.. i already alone le~~ yet still gt obstacles in front of mii.. i really sld stand on firmly in my principal.. my principal is nvr give ppl hopes in mii.. i sld stay firm.. cos i will be worried i will give faked hopes tat lead to disappointment..

i dun really look forward to weekends le.. scare to return back ambush.. i really really really mind wat ppl say and think abt mii..

DISAPPOINTED!! DISAPPOINTED!! DISAPPOINTED!!

DISAPPOINTMENT~~~ DISAPPOINTMENT~~~ DISAPPOINTMENT~~~ DISAPPOINTMENT~~~