~Still Rmb Forever Only Always~

i gettin dunno how to do le.. prob is gettin out of hand le.. i cant control it le.. today,was e horrible day.. din open my mouth to talk to anyone since 1pm, except to my unreasonable customers.. e feelin was SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER worse.. i really dunno how to do le.. waitin for rayyan kor kor to talk to mii.. long time, din chat wif him le.. dunno whether he still rmb mii this mei mei anot..

i hate to make a choice between 2 stuffs.. it was cos i afraid of bad effects.. i had once bef.. i chose r/s over things tat i loved to do de.. then in e end, i ended e r/s, plus gave up things tat i wanted de.. i regretted le.. i dun wan these to happen again.. nw, in front of mii, i gt 3 areas for mii to look after.. 1st, studies.. 2nd, work.. 3rd, romance.. i only can look after 2 out of 3 areas.. i really juz wan to look after e first 2 areas.. cos i only can handle 2 at a times.. if i handle all at a time, i will/might lose all in e end due to carelessness, tiredness, playness and my nonsenscial de rubbish attitude.. my climatic temper will change after weather.. sometime, sunny day.. awhile later, thunder storm night.. mi, myself cant even know my temper le, how can i handle all these at a time..

feelin tired to walk on le~~
feelin tired to cling on le~
feelin restless to look after so many things le~

PROBLEMS GETTIN BIGGER AND OUT OF HAND LE.. I REALLY WAT I CAN DO.. I REALLY WANNA BE ALONE.. IF 1 DAY, THY REALLY GET FIGHT UP, I WILL LEAVE MY JOB.. AND STOP CONTACTIN ANYONE FROM THERE.. EVEN I CAN GIVE UP ON MY 2 BELOVED AIAI.. IF U GUYS REALLY TENG MI, STOP MAKIN MI TO FEEL BAD LE.. THESE THINGS KEEP MAKIN MI CANT CONCENTRATE..

I AM PREPARE TO GIVE UP THINGS FOR XCHANGE OF MY MISTAKES.. LIKE WAT MY PM IN MSN SAID: ' I WONT BE A SIMPLE GAL LE'..

Labels: trouble day~

26.5.09
went to malaysia to relax myself awhile.. had fun yet e trouble which is in mii, haven subside.. y do i wanna lie to myself.. see.. things r gettin complicated as days come.. ah dumb gt affected by mii.. my mood was affected by these troubles.. WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY i gt so many why and question marks runnin in my mind.. my mind is in whirl.. who can save mii?? who can offer mii solutions.. i hurt ppl who teng mii de.. e hurt is not superior.. in fact is very deep cut..

no sch for today and tmr due to graduation of SHS.. wow.. time really flies.. saw e seniors bein grad and e expression tat on their face was very radience.. it was tough to endure throu e 3 years.. full of excitments and challenges tat u din face bef.. nw, i am lookin forward to year 2012.. cos tat will be e day tat i will get my diploma in nursing.. when tat day arrive, i will invite ppl tat r impt to mii.. esp, my family.. i wanna a flowers (:

random pics~





i love it (:

so cute.. THX

angel and ghost~~ DIY myself de

Random pics

taken durin ambush chalet

Steamboat pics
bernice, cheryl and mii

mushroom which looks like mickey (;

自恋 xD

cheryl aiai and mii (:

bernice and cheryl.. both my aiai (: love them

25.5.09
Happy Bdae to leong (:

23.5.09
after work, went steamboat as a form of celebrate leong bdae.. wow.. after a long day of workin, go eat steamboat, was not as HIGH as i went out wif meinu thy all.. last time, we went to marina to eat e $10 steamboat, we still hv dessert and fruits.. yet, at turf city, we paid $18, no dessest and fruits.. only free flow of drinks plus limited choices of food cos of e time.. e diff is SO HUGE

bef this, almost cant go cos my 2 aiai quarrel wif leong over some misunderstandin abt e supper on last sun.. tat sun, i abit realised e prob, juz tat, i din stop on time.. wow.. thy quarrelled till quite fierce.. esp someone.. wow.. both my aiai cried.. then somehow, i felt guilty cos i felt tat i oso gt 'mini' faults tat caused these misunderstandin.. luckily, in e end, both my aiai and leong, thy still remain frenz.. and is like 'forgive' and 'forget' de kinda frenzs.. love them so much (:

bef enter poly, i almost worked 6days in ambush and spend almost 9hrs plus wif both my aiai.. nw, enter poly, due to sch timin, cant work after sch, so left weekends wif them le.. from used to see them daily till nw only twice a week, SUPER not used to it.. therefore, i gettin to look forward to weekends le altho need to work whole day, but i dun mind spent my weekends wif frenz tat can bring joys to mii, altho, thy like to disturb mii -.-

laughin aid to stop cryin~

i am kinda of simple gal, who gt contented easily de.. therefore, when i see both aiai qurralled, i felt upset and juz brust out..

more pics will be upload them soon~~

random pic for niite

Gd niite :)

22.5.09

today,was priscila bdae.. went to pizza hut to celebrate her bdae durin e 3hrs break :) bein e tour guide for e day.. my frenz, thy all stayin at west side.. bedok, tampines, choa chu kang.. then gt 9 gals included mii.. then somethin funny happened at hub.. my frenz suddenly said short of 1 ppl as we dohead count.. then in e end, e 1 ppl turned out to be i am e one.. is like i was standin behind her, she tot i was MIA.. haha.. this time round, we talked alot compared to tat time, we went out for moive-17 again.. haha..

at niite, watched youtube video.. wow.. so exciting.. long time, no long video marathon.. hee hee..

at pizza hut

mii and charista

21.5.09
these days, busy wif 3 presentations.. one of e module was e critical thinkin, need to present.. i think mi and my frenz had did a gd job already.. but in e end, we did not gt wat we wanted.. i had been naggin abt this since tue.. made mi angry.. worked so hard and long for it le.. and yet this happened.. anyway, HAPPY 23rd BDAE to ah dumb

17.5.09
went to dolphin lagoon wif ah dumb.. took bus to and fro.. long time, din travel long journey on bus le.. i like to travel long journey on bus cos can reflect and recap.. it was a fun day.. able to touch e dolpin and went to underwater world.. cos it two trips costed $23.. considered reasonable price.. then came back to amk ard 7plus.. went to hv light dinner cos after this, went to meet ambush de ppl.. we went to bedok to hv supper.. thx to wo lao pa, steve.. came to fetch mii and ah dumb.. then went home after supper..

Ah dumb and mii

Dolphin lagoon

wat tat??

here i come.. muackx (:

is coloured jellyfish xD

one family~ Ambush~

wow.. finally, i managed to change e blog skin w/o askin for help (: i finally gt my own laptop le.. great thx to ah dumb, helpin mii when i hv no laptop.. and oso to leong.. drove mi to bukit merah to collect my laptop..

17.5.09
today, i had a bad day durin work.. customers said i dun let her sit down, in e end, ask her husband dun order e food.. wow.. issit i small-sized, then bully mii -.-
then there was a rat at my workplace while i was gettin a brownie then my colleague tapped mi said gt rat, i tot she was lyin to mii.. then in end, really gt one rat.. luckily, i din saw it.. then leong came down to ambush and chit chat wif us.. then home sweet home.. on my way home, my ah dumb gave mi a bag of gifts, wif many laptop stuffs.. most exp was he managed to retrieve my old info from my old imac laptop (: thx ah dumb (:

14.5.09
today, i managed to complete my one of my presentation wif my grp in sch durin e 2hrs break.. these days,i gt 3 project work in 3weeks.. rushin and rushin..

my subgroup members (:
my frenzs

13.5.09
went to take laptop after my class.. leong came to my sch to pick mii up.. then we went to collect laptop,i help him to celebrate his advance bdae..

Happy bdae
strawberry cake~

recently, things r gettin faster and faster le.. time flies.. been in NYP-SHS for 3weeks le.. everythin r diff from wat i think.. made new frenzs, busy wif diff modules de presentation.. mi and my subgroup members must CHIONG arh~ 2 presentation r due in week 5.. time is runnin out.. weekdays studies, weekends workin at ambush.. no time for other stuffs.. BUT recently, ambush organised a chalet on 29/6/09 at aloha loyang chalet :) e one which last year, 5A havin chalet too :0 but this time is terrence.. 2 storeys wif 2 rooms each.. went at ard 10pm plus due to schooling in e evening and waitin for my two ai ai.. thy workin :( so waited for them at taka and took leong's ride to there.. reached there awhile later, went out again to fetch dioone at pasir ris interchange.. then pei leong back home to take his uniform.. wow.. e dog is cute.. then we went back awhile.. again, we r out again.. went to ai de hse to take xtra clothin after seein e guys swimmin.. but in e end, cant swim cos is abt 2am le.. in e end, we 4 gals went quietly to swim w/o alertin e guards.. then after tat, we played mahjong till 5am plus then went home cos nxt day still hv classes.. tat is so fun.. but darren din came (exam), yao and malique (uncontactable)