~Still Rmb Forever Only Always~

i gettin dunno how to do le.. prob is gettin out of hand le.. i cant control it le.. today,was e horrible day.. din open my mouth to talk to anyone since 1pm, except to my unreasonable customers.. e feelin was SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER worse.. i really dunno how to do le.. waitin for rayyan kor kor to talk to mii.. long time, din chat wif him le.. dunno whether he still rmb mii this mei mei anot..

i hate to make a choice between 2 stuffs.. it was cos i afraid of bad effects.. i had once bef.. i chose r/s over things tat i loved to do de.. then in e end, i ended e r/s, plus gave up things tat i wanted de.. i regretted le.. i dun wan these to happen again.. nw, in front of mii, i gt 3 areas for mii to look after.. 1st, studies.. 2nd, work.. 3rd, romance.. i only can look after 2 out of 3 areas.. i really juz wan to look after e first 2 areas.. cos i only can handle 2 at a times.. if i handle all at a time, i will/might lose all in e end due to carelessness, tiredness, playness and my nonsenscial de rubbish attitude.. my climatic temper will change after weather.. sometime, sunny day.. awhile later, thunder storm night.. mi, myself cant even know my temper le, how can i handle all these at a time..

feelin tired to walk on le~~
feelin tired to cling on le~
feelin restless to look after so many things le~