~Still Rmb Forever Only Always~

halfway thro my attachment @ SGH.. so far so gd.. except a few times wif e staffs over there.. my patients thy r kind and gd temper.. esp one of them, i enjoyed helpin him.. he will appreciated my help by smilin and thx mi for helpin him in ways tat he needed.. he indeed an kind and cute gong gong.. when i knocked off from my shift, he will say bye bye and wave and smile to mii bef i leave.. he on NGT feedin, after feedin, he wanna shaved his facial hair and when we praised him handsome.. he will feel happy.. he is e only one patient tat bein wif mii since my first day of attachment.. may god bless him (:

today, came 2 new patients.. one of them very fierce, i dun care to go end him.. another one, he oso a gd gong gong.. he was weak so i fed him durin breakfast and lunch.. we talked durin e meal.. he oso very polite.. he will thx mii for helpin him after e meals.. every patients when thy thx e nurses tat helped them, we, e nurses will feel very great.. i not sure abt others.. as for mii, worked for e whole days,8 hrs @ ward, helpin in one way or another, when durin e day or bef we went home, we able to receive such THX, it will really ease my tiredness and blessin to see them again on e nxt day cos i wont nvr know whether e moment i go home, am i still hv e chance to gt to see them on the nxt workin shift anot.. cos nth can be able to predict..

somethin do happen.. for instance, mornin, i helpin this particular patient.. bef i home, he juz back from scannin.. he looked fine.. nxt workin shift @ mornin, heard he passed away.. wow.. i was stunned.. i rmb he came in e first day, he dun wanna anyone to disturb him when he was sleepin.. i rmb i need to take his vital signs when he was sleepin, but he was cooperative.. he din scolded mii..

sigh.. nw, i started to take things lightly in my pride le.. wats was meant to be mine, will be mine.. not mine, it couldnt be meant for mii since e beginnin.. these 2gong gongs, thy do hv a wonderful wife to be wif them.. thy r old, yet still show care fo one another.. last time de marriage, could last till last breathe.. nw, aiyo.. new reported young couple gettin to separate is increasin..

i might break down if them do happen smth durin e last part of my attachment.. may them get thro till e very last moments as thy can.. may god bless them till e very last moments..

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