~Still Rmb Forever Only Always~

2010-04-18T00:47:00.002+08:00

so long din updated my blog le.. last post was on my bdae.. wanted to update all my gift pics on blog.. but juz get over wif my workload.. after bdae was new year then exam.. after exam, work till attachment then nw short break then attachment again on e first day of sch.. lol.. this year, i receive a very lovely watch from ambush.. thx guys.. then this time round de attachment, din learn much.. so nt a gd exp for mii but nvr mind.. heehee.. upcomin de attachment, i goin to kids ward then labour ward.. hopefully, i can learn new stuffs.. heehee.. all e way chiong arhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

2010-02-03T00:38:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!!

so fast, 3 Feb again.. hee hee.. thx for all e gifts and blessin by u guys.. for instance, cheryl lim and her bf called.. dumb sing bdae song over e phone.. xiaomeinu, xiu xiu bf, leong sent mi happy bdae song by typin out e lyric.. sis thy all gave mi gift.. godma gave mii gift too.. 'SHE' called mi from msia.. and knew i was sick..

thx guys for e everythin.. hee hee (:

2010-02-01T02:00:00.002+08:00

feb de first post.. so fast, nw in e month of Feb le.. gettin older in days time.. hee hee.. but still dun look like 19th.. gt gd and bad points lah.. lots to list.. lol.. juz finished doin my last ppt in my second grp of classmates.. finished workin then eat my papa cooked de food plus special ingre to go wif.. thx to dumb.. hee hee..

received 3 gifts for my bdae le.. first is dumb bought mi a dress, still gt some budget left wif u arh.. DUN EAT IT UP!! hee hee
then secondly, was my godma.. she came down to ambush and to look for mii after her church services at suntec.. she gave mi a pearl earring.. its nice.. thx (: thirdly was fat fat gave mii a necklace tat label 'L' tat my name.. hee hee.. so sweet..

thx guys for e gifts.. muackx.. love ya (:

2010-01-28T22:00:00.001+08:00

juz had my skill retest.. WTH.. failed then retake then nearly failed.. still said i do w/o thinkin.. if i do w/o thinkin, how am i able to carry out e test.. dots..

did she really bias? did she really 'see' faces and then give marks de?
who knows~

still gt 1 more retest to go on.. WTH!!

2010-01-23T00:39:00.003+08:00

super sian arh.. failed tests again.. somemore need to retake it.. so stupid.. y cant i juz pass one shot then tat it.. sigh.. somemore, failed 2 prac test tat y need to retake it.. sian till drop died le arh..

this sem, cant get e GPA tat i wanna score le.. e chances r very slim..

after sch, went for 5A gatherin.. helped sab, hansen and pc to celebrate thier bdae.. long time no see, so chat till 10 plus.. wow.. so fun.. pics will upload soon.. see ya (:

exam again..

2010-01-19T19:38:00.002+08:00

tmr health assessment.. pls pass it with bare line oso can.. hee hee.. then once i pass it, then bio then skill then i can enjoy myself in e upcomin events le.. hopefully, everythin go on well.. then i can work straight 2 weeks then break again in prepare exam.. then holiday bef attachment.. tmr, gt interview @ TTSH..

i watched tv.. enjoyed alot.. cos i kept laughin till hee hee.. wahaha.. i enjoy stayin at home.. wohoho~~

2010-01-18T23:04:00.002+08:00

exam comin.. then havin holiday cos ambush goin to renovate then goin to attachment.. hopefully, appeal will be success.. then wed gt health assessment, nervous.. dun wanna fail tat.. then thurs, gt skill test on wound dressin plus bio test.. hopefully, everythin will pass so tat i can concentrate on my final exam.. therefore, 4 days not workin, there my $100 bucks gone le.. sigh.. $100 bucks can buy many many things..

god bless~

2010-01-07T19:03:00.002+08:00

today was e poly open hse, so dun hv to go sch.. so today whole day stayed at home.. watched 2 movies.. wanna watched it long time ago but juz no time so today gt time then watched.. plus today was my off day too.. hee hee.. waited for 9 days since last week.. OMG.. watched e Threads of Destiny and 10 Promises to my dog.. wow.. so sad.. e doggy show made mi cried.. so poor thing.. e moment e owner said dun leave mii in Cantonese, made mi recalled one of my patient's relative said e same thing when e patient cant it.. so sad.. sigh..

2009-12-31T01:23:00.006+08:00

super busy wif my events..

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2009 goin to end soon le.. hopefully, everythin will go on smoothly for mii in 2010.. times really flies.. i goin to in year 2 soon then blink blink awhile more, i will be a staff nurse workin in e hospital and this will be a brand new life chapter for mii le.. hee hee.. HAPPY NEW YEAR in advance..

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went to malaysia wif dan for foot massage.. first time, i was worried it must be super pain.. however, thy did a soft one therefore it was not tat bad.. hee hee.. i kept laughin while massagin my feets, ppl over there, laughed at mi.. so embarrassed.. then went to watch movie- alvin and e little hamsters.. so cute lah.. like my yuanyuan, so funny.. hee hee..

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xmas day.. hohoho.. felt great when this MR NICE man wished mii merry xmas.. he was one of my regular customer who will alway smile and very polite to e service staffs.. and he will alway hv e same type of food for his meal.. therefore, some of us address him as Meatball xian sheng.. cos he alway eat meatball.. wow.. juz felt tat great to receive greetin from customers instead of complains and ppl dun understand us, e service staffs and give very negative comments abt us.. sigh.. then from ambush, i received a shirt from leong cos we draw lots then he picked on mii.. from boss, he give treats to us, i can choose wat i wanna eat but max $10 bucks.. i is better than nothin.. then i had my fav, salmon from mr sushi.. juz nice, $10 bucks.. then from dan, i received choco, pillow and photo frame.. heng, i work till 5nia.. therefore i can went over to ron hse and hv steamboat wif meinu thy all.. after dinner, had mahjong wif them.. and at e same time, celebrated ron mum bdae.. bought mango cake from ST LEAVEN @ taka.. thy said it was very nice.. ya loh, i oso agreed.. hee hee..

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early afternoon,met dan for lunch bef he went to work.. then went to ron hse to learn how to bake logcakes.. wow.. FINALLY, i learnt tat.. wanna learn since long time ago.. then went home shower bef meetin them for celebration.. went for dinner wif 5A' ppl.. then went to ron hse for entertainment and gift exchanges.. then i gt a box of choco from jas.. hee hee

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brought my meis and dan went to city square @ JB.. meis first time went malaysia wif mii.. thy were happy, tat great.. i buy 2 little snowman.. super cute.. then went for shoppin then treated them for movie- princess and the frog.. then went to season and had high tea.. mushroom soup in bread bowl.. super nice..

PIC TIMES~~
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DIY logcakes.. my achivements (:

shoes.. many many..

my gift from jas..

gals..

wonderful frenz since sec1..

grp pics..

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snowman

dan and mii

wif meis

2009-12-14T00:02:00.002+08:00

today, godma's bdae.. went to turf city to hv dinner.. steamboat.. e one tat helped leong to celebrate his bdae wif ambush ppl.. then wow.. super disgustin lah.. my drink gt one SUPER big housefly.. i immediately full le.. anyway, is like i almost finish my meal plus e drink.. see such situation, almost vomit out.. lol

then went to ps.. cosuin went to play jubeat.. i went shoppin.. then when i went to arcade, wow.. gt so many cuties.. gt santa and e snowman.. then gt 1 super cute de pooh pooh, white white de.. cousin gt them le, i dun.. lol.. nvr mind..

爱美不要命了.. wore a new high heel till kana blister and endure one day le.. heehee..

2009-12-13T02:14:00.002+08:00

5A's guys..

weiting and mii (:

always rmb them.. fleo, mienu (:

2009-12-08T01:30:00.002+08:00

last sun, went to siyun's hse to do project till 10plus.. wow.. took bus back from tamp near 11.. reached amk abt 12 midnight.. wow.. not feelin well at siyun's hse.. heng.. endure till e end.. in e end, e lecturer tot i not local.. cos i more fluent in chi as i quoted a chi phase.. lol.. so sad.. i not local..

Year1, sem 2 de teammates (:

2009-12-03T01:31:00.002+08:00

sigh.. finally, i threw away e big stone in my heart le.. settled e bond issue le.. e ppl cant help mii, therefore, no point dwellin over.. nvr mind.. i will work harder to overcome it.. ytd, unlucky.. phone spoil durin sch time.. alone went to orchard to work.. not feelin well, wanna look for replacement but phone spoil so din call for help since i alr arrived @ orchard.. headache, pain score abt 3-4.. wow.. work till abt gong gong.. luckily, worked as cashier.. but still gong gong.. gong till gt a customer speakin el till i dun understand.. lol.. tat customer was askin red pesto cream, is there any pesto cream.. then i asked hold on, i asked my manager to entertain him.. then when i abit clearer, then realise tat he is askin such a simple Qns.. hee hee.. heng, ytd, din short money.. last 2 days, i counted money till short $50bucks.. scared my manager plus dumb.. hee hee.. cos i forgot to count e receipt..
scare them till green face.. includin myself.. 吓死我了..

2009-11-30T03:02:00.006+08:00

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so late le yet i am still bloggin.. cos cant slp well since e day, i received e letter of signin bond.. it was not easy since e day i decided to do this.. need ppl whose income more than 1k.. wow, it was like ermmmm.. if my family gt such income, do i still hv to sign bond, y cant i juz relax and study throu 3 years.. somemore, i nw is requiring ppl help.. somemore, nt tat close de.. imagine i was in their shoes, everyday, i was busy wif e stuffs tat was on my hand, yet gt ppl keep askin mii to be their guarantor.. will i gt piss off by them.. ans will be, of cos lah.. it was not a must for mii to yr guarantor wat.. we r not related wat... i nt tat kind of thick skin gal.. must i spell out for u tat i not thick skin then will understand my stand.. y cant u understand.. i know u wanna mii sign for my own good.. but i juz dun wan kana tie up juz cos i used hosp de money to study tat y need to work for them.. i wanna myself to work juz cos i gt passion not cos of string attached to it..

so many prob.. y cant i be a ordinary poly gal who can gt to enjoy weekends like other.. y cant i be care-free.. y cant i juz be not loaded wif family matters.. y must i cry.. tell mii.. i know i am anxious.. so wat.. how can i change.. i know u will say i am stubborn.. this issit e one of e thing tat u knew abt mii when u know mii.. y i wanna u to stand wif mii.. y my water tap keep flowin while bloggin.. y cant i juz go slp.. y cant i this and tat.. y am i such a obedience gal.. y cant i be ah lian.. y i need to work.. y i need to endure ppl temper.. y cant i be e youngest.. y i keep repeatin e song 'waitin' and sobbin.. y cant i be e one stay home.. y i must be guai guai kid who wanna hold e whole family.. y cant i nw fall asleep.. y i must enter poly.. y i wanna choose this route of my life.. y i so pek chey wif u.. y cant i be even nicer.. y am i kana easy forgotten by ppl.. y am i so small in term of everythin.. y everythin go against mii.. y this.. tell mii.. y? so many why.. can i juz pause for a moment.. everythin juz tie mii to my neck till i cant take it and cant breathe.. y cant i juz up to e ppl standard of mii.. y am i such a failure.. y must i this and tat.. y am i alway given options.. i dun like to make decision and choices.. y wanna make mii to do a choice out of stuffs.. i afraid to do wrong.. u r right.. tat time, u advised mii to stay away from danger, i din listened.. in e end, i scalded myself badly.. nw, wat i think was diff from wat u think.. am i goin to make e same mistake again by gettin myself injured badly again.. am i???

sobbin till tired le.. i will stop my tap le.. thx my blog.. a place to thrash out w/o makin anyone angry.. w/o disrespect ppl.. w/o sayin wrong things.. i know if u see this post, u might look for mii and apologize.. however,dun need.. i juz wanna u know y i feel this.. i dun wan cos wat i said then u change yr mind juz to make mii happy, change yr mind cos dun wanna i angry.. these i dun really need it....

to those who might read this post.. wat i wanna said is tat, sometime, wat i did might hv my own reason tat i dun wanna spell out cos i know it will confirm hurt yrself.. i juz wanna protect everyone cos everyone to mii, was precious.. i dun wanna anyone to gt hurt cos of mii or i am e one indirect/direct source of it.. hopefully, tmr no panda eye or red eye..

night.. may god bless mii.. someone who is small in size, someone gt bad missy temper(sometimes),someone who sometimes make jokes out of nowhere.. someone who will irritate ppl easily..

nw, goin to 3.45am.. am i able to survive till e end..
oh god, pls tc mii..
oh god, pls bless mii wif yr healin hand..
thx for such treatment from u..

2009-11-30T02:48:00.002+08:00

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gotta work half day @ ambush cos celebration for weiting.. so eager in e mornin cos i long time din gt 12-5pm de shift le plus i can to see xiaomeinu thy all.. who knows, kana scolded by customer till cant take it.. cos e previous day, when workin on PH, oso kana scolded by customer.. both of them gt e same characteristic.. both of them gt stupid branded good wif them.. wow.. fcukin stupid.. from then, i super dislike such branded goods.. so wat, thy gt branded goods.. gt branded goods, can bully ppl who hv to work for their needs lah.. no as if thy din work bef, dun thy know workin was a such tough thingy.. yet thy gt branded goods then can show off lah.. i juz follow my company policy by askin them to order first bef sit down.. since u cant 'obey' our rules.. then fine, dun eat!! boss was ard on e 2 days incidents.. if he not ard plus i din own boss anythin, i SURE throw name tag plus apron and take my bag and walk off after talkin back to customer.. i din did anythin wrong yet scolded mii till i cant take it.. sorry loh.. i nt strong enough, i know.. if i strong, i wont be ard here..

after such incident, i endure till 5pm.. then met meinu thy all.. haha.. she was late even tot asked we all to be there sharp!! then took bus to valley park de condo de function room.. wow.. e bdae party was super grand la.. hee hee.. then kana picked tat ting need to piggyback mii.. however, i wore skirt so meinu had to replace mii.. wow.. she was piggyback by her weiting bf.. so sweet..

throughout e party, i somehow feel tat i not tat impt.. am i thinkin too much? am i over stress wif many things??

2009-11-19T11:29:00.003+08:00

haha.. nw in e lib.. waitin for nxt tuto to start.. reached sch abt 7.40am juz to listen to feedback talk.. wow.. if i knew it was juz a feedback talk, i will slp more then come sch for late mornin class.. hee hee.. tirred... after sch, i will go nap awhile then die die must start studyin le.. tue gt bio.. must study if not, gpa wont be nice le...

hopefully, can endure nxt xmas then gt holiday.. but still hv to work.. but at least, i can slp till afternoon then go work.. long din slp till 1,2pm.. hee hee.. lazy piggy ^^

today, heard tat sch is goin oversea for educational trip.. to japan and aust.. wow.. e trip sound interestin yet so exp.. it was abt $2k.. wow.. sch gt so many interestin study trip.. but all super exp.. cos thy goin to e first world country de hospital.. such as aust, london, japan.. those near country will be cheaper, like $600plus for KL trip..

work pilin again and again~~
MORE sch work, workin time..
LESS slp, nap, tv,exercise..

2009-11-19T11:29:00.002+08:00

haha.. after e last postin.. i was preparin to go slp.. while talkin to mei mei, end of my eyes saw an UFO, unidentified flyin object landed on my study table.. i went over and saw.. a SUPER huge kaka.. wow.. it was abit my thumb size.. then i kept screamin tgt wif my sis.. thy dun help mi kill it.. only givin moral support by screamin tgt.. HAHA.. then asked papa to come in and help mi to clear e dead body.. then nxt day, lost abit of my voice.. haha..

ytd, planned to go kittylab at expo.. but too exp.. so juz went to kovan for bowlin.. sian.. lost 4 rounds to dumb.. then went to arcade then heartland mall to shop.. bought stuffs for xmas.. a pink blouse.. and a purple shoes.. haha.. xmas gifts for myself had done (:

nw in sch, waitin for meetin to start then do till 3pm then lecture then lab then work.. sian..

tireedddddddd~~~~~~~

2009-11-17T20:41:00.002+08:00

wow.. blog is rottin.. hee hee.. everytime gt time to blog, juz tat lazy to on laptop.. last time, no com, keep thinkin wanna use com.. nw, gt com yet lazy to on it.. tat sound funny.. recently, same thing loh.. busy wif work and studies.. last wk, 1 day happened many things.. xiaomeinu and wt came ambush and find mii.. so eager to see them so gave them a hug hug.. thy gave mi some strips of perfume tat thy went to see see.. i love one of it.. therefore, planned to get tat for xmas (: every year, i will gt somethin as a reward of workin hard and studied hard for a year.. 1st year of xmas, i got myself a samsung mp3.. it lasted for years till died!! but i still like my old mp3 :x 2nd year, got my fav purple phone.. however, it died too (: lol.. therefore, this year de gift, i dun gt electronic stuffs if not spoil again.. so i gt e perfume tat i wanna.. this year quite cheap.. only 80bucks cos bought from lucky plaza.. e perfume shop sell hundred plus.. wow.. saved 50bucks.. at least, e perfume can last, it wont die..

on e same day, cm and yvoonne and other ron's frenz came ambush.. i nearly recognize none of them cos long time din see them le.. is like i only knew them when i was wif him.. hee hee.. at first, i tot them r customers.. wanna ask them to place orders first while i cleanin table.. then one of them was laughin then i started to recognise them.. hee hee..

btw, aunty went back and work le.. good for her to look on e bright side.. TIME indeed a good healer (:

2009-11-04T20:36:00.002+08:00

today, durin e pyscho lecture, there was a mini ceremony.. tat was abt e top student from grp A who are able to enter e 'directors list'.. it was great to enter it.. am i able to enter this within 5 semester?? hmmmm

2009-11-04T18:08:00.002+08:00

work and work again.. sigh.. alr so tired on workin and studyin at e same time.. somethin happened again~ i was hurt by someone tat i trusted.. i trusted every of my frenz.. no matter, wat thy said, i do place 100% of trust in them.. but somehow God make mii see and feel somethin tat were neg.. same thing occur.. same prob-trust.. 2 years ago, i was hurt.. i took 1years plus to recover my bad injures.. i regained e trust in everyone again.. yet, ytd, this someone broke my hard work.. juz few hours, this someone torn down my effort and hardwork.. tell mii, how sld i not longer trust ppl tat ard mii.. i tot u wont hurt mii.. but i nvr nvr expect tat u r e one who hurtin mii.. din said i din give chance.. i gave yet u din realised it.. i alr said i dun wanna assumption tat y i clarify wif u.. yet u said i checked on u.. this is how u treat mii.. bein frenz for 1 years plus.. yet u torn down our frenzship by yr own hands..

how do i cont to trust ppl ard mii when i treated everyone as my frenz..
how do i know who will be e nxt one to hurt mii even deeper than these 2 incidents..

2009-10-26T23:38:00.002+08:00

today was a fruitful day for mii.. i gained alot of 'advise'.. in sch, durin sociology, my lecturer told mii.. 'fallin out of love' does not mean tat u dun hv feels for tat person.. is juz tat tat person cant fulfil yr criteria.. y this is so.. cos bef we decide whether who we wanna be, not possible tat u go ard and loves so many ppl while u r makin new frenz therefore, everyone will hv their own criteria on wat kinds of condition of guys/gals tat thy wanna hv bef been tgt.. cos of u hv such 'expectation' tat y when u saw this person among other fulfill e almost tick on yr checklist.. then u will decide to go get along wif tat person.. haha.. slowly, everyone will grow up de, if not ppl will turn bad.. so when break up, either grow up le, 'criteria' change le or tat person turn heart, turn bad le therefore lead to break up.. i was thinkin this ans will be better than u say u gt no more feelin.. imagine u and yr partner been tgt for long, e.g. 3 years, when two of us initiated to break up then e reason is tat we gt no more feel loh.. IMAGINE!! u spend 3 years of youth, care and concern on tat person.. then when tat person said i no feels.. wow.. is like u spend time on a trash.. if break up, said u din fulfill my criteria, at least, i know where i gone wrong and i will do somethin to it.. if is not changed, then no choice tat which will lead to break up.. sigh..

then durin work, i learnt from adrian regard BGR.. wow.. was impressed by him.. i tot i will only impress by ambush, Siva cos of his knowledge.. nw, was adrian by his own experiences.. he said a person will grow up after each experience of life.. this is absolute true (: cos i was one of it.. hee hee

2009-10-22T00:06:00.002+08:00

2nd sem started le.. it was started on 19th Oct.. mornin, i was excited to go sch cos it was a brand new sem and new module.. then i learn new stuffs and it was complicated.. then okay la, time passed fast then i went to work.. then bad news came when i was doin closin.. i lost someone who had been nice, caring and showin concern to mii.. he din able to fight against e illness.. he lost e battle.. some more, e illness tat he gt was e one tat i had been attached to durin my attachment period.. same hos, same ward, same level, same block of hos.. it was a shockin news to mii.. i only knew tat he was ill but i dunno he was down wif tat.. once i knew these, i went to their hse but noone was at home.. i was panicked.. i wanna called them but dunno wat i wanna ask.. then at night, i gt e confirmed ans from them le.. i cried.. suddenly, those memories tat i had wif him flashed back.. those days tat i was at their home, he treated mii very well.. send mii home, send mii for dinner.. we even had holiday tgt bef.. e last holiday wif them, i was not well, even tot, he was not well too, yet he asked mii to tc.. he told mii even not hungry when stomach makes a little noise, i still hv to grab somethin light.. tat y today, when in sch, i dun feel like eatin, i still ate somethin.. i still rmb tat he wanna teach mii how to drive cos like tat when i wanna go sch and apply license, i dun hv to pay so much.. but nw, he haven even teach mii yet he was gone.. i din even see him for e last time.. e last i met him was i went Genting wif them..

i was very 遗憾.. i din gt to see him at e very last moment.. i was 遗憾 tat y i din get to know yet someone else knew it.. everythin was too late..

everythin was too sudden.. everythin was like fated.. y din my attachment come later.. if come later, at least, i can take care of him durin his last life journey.. from another point of view, if come later, will i hv e courage and do i hv e preparedness to do last office for him? will i cry even louder when i performin last office?

ytd, went to e funeral wif meinu thy all.. my clique used to go their hse and played durin e weekend.. he used to see us and he even joked wif us.. this news oso too sudden for my clique too.. i looked at him, i almost burst out and hugged aunty and cried tgt.. i saw aunty, i heartbroken.. thy really treated mi very well.. to mii, thy are my 2nd parent.. altho, i and them still hv some distance yet i still respect them and show my concern to them..

then last night, i dreamt of him and aunty.. he and aunty still rmb i like to eat potato wedges.. i woke up and cried again.. on my way to work, i dropped tears again in e train.. durin work, it happened again.. this news affected mii alot.. it makes mi think tat do i really able to be nurse? am i too emotional? i dunno..

i will alway rmb tat how gd u had been treatin mii since e day i knew yr family..
i will alway rmb how u and aunty treated mii.. from e moment, u and aunty treated mii very well, i alr took u two as my extended family member.. e one who treated mi well, e one tat i will hold respect to..

献给我最尊敬的长辈，我会永远记得你。

2009-10-15T22:33:00.002+08:00

these days were busy for mii cos sch reopen soon so wanna do stuffs tat i alr plan.. for instance, gettin a book shelf to tidy my study area.. then follow by buyin sch bag, lecture notes from sch.. notes still wanna buy de loh.. other sch dun need.. dots........ then shoppin for new sem.. juz bought 4 tees, 2 pants, 1 jean, 1 shoe.. wow.. broke le.. startin to raise a family le.. so need to be savin at this moment.. but i juz cant stop shoppin.. hee hee.. gettin 2 polo tees @ bugis nxt week cos thy dun hv my size right nw.. sigh.. goin back to work tmr till sun.. my target was nt to work a wk bef my sch start yet failed again.. haha.. used to it le..

2009-10-11T22:04:00.002+08:00

recently, juz helped out for ah goh goh de bro de project.. e project was abt Deafintion.. somethin related to deaf ppl.. tat y recently learn some sign language.. on thurs mormin went to DG station and waited for pc wif fleo.. then gt a lady asked some way out, somemore needed mi to bring her out. in the end, it wasnt e dest tat she wanted.. as for mi, climbed twice e esca which was not workin.. lol.. tired.. durin e event, i made new frenzs.. somemore, thy were older than mii.. haha.. thy r interestin.. altho, thy are not perfect, however thy god gave them somethin tat some normal ppl might not hv.. tat was happiness, freedom, hyper energy.. cos thy are ablt to run durin e amazing race which mii and fleo din hv e stamina to run ard e SMU..

thy god fair.. i am tryin to believe tat too

2009-10-06T13:04:00.002+08:00

last week still a busy week for mii.. work, celebration and be a volunteer for ah goh goh's bro de project.. firstly, was to celebrate xiao meinu de bdae cum mooncake festival.. went to breeks @ taka.. had salmon.. tat was nice but abit exp.. but still considered okay cos e salmon was a big portion.. however e baked potato, i think marche better cos gt bacon and w/o mayo.. heehee.. i so picky (:

for volunteer, i learned sign language.. quite interestin.. this was juz part 1 nia.. part 2 and it will be e final day for this whole project..

as for work, still like tat.. wow.. super angry.. i juz received call from ai.. she told mi tat gt ppl took pic tat we chattin at e sausage bar.. then passed to e management.. wow.. tat ppl really no sense.. we din chatted long.. plus we chatted tat time was tat no ppl.. how come work hv fun at e same time.. same time refer to right time.. no customer cant we talk.. RUBBISH!! camera phone really brings us adv and disadv.. adv was can take pics as and when we wanna.. super more disadv, ppl will misuse it.. take as when thy wanna.. ANGRY!! their management really hor.. cant this, cant tat.. then fine.. thy can do lah.. zzzzz WTH!! once i finish doin e stuffs tat i suppose to do, i stay home and relax.. if not, go hook gold turtle turtle.. dunno from when, i alr nt happy wif their way of work.. from thy anyhow catch mii till nw.. i wanna SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM at THEMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-05T23:47:00.005+08:00

2009-10-02T01:15:00.001+08:00

times r gettin tired for mi le.. nw, god made my life so miserable.. nw, it even make my other r/s worse, take it as frenz r/s, love r/s, nth like been smooth for mii.. family alr not tat gd for mii le yet still dun wanna make my life better by doin someone.. it still tryin to ruin my other parts of my life.. god, pls make my life better.. if not, pls juz take my life away from nw..

2009-09-24T22:41:00.003+08:00

sigh.. juz ended attachment then went back to work le.. haven hv my own holiday.. hee hee.. nvr mind, earn money then do stuffs tat i wanna do.. like sewin and sleepin.. haha.. recently, went out wif meinu thy all.. for celebration of liang and fleo.. then went back to work again.. hardly updated my blog cos i busy.. no time to rest then dun need to say for playin com.. haha..

attachment pics..

more on facebook.. abit hard to update on blog (:

2009-09-09T17:30:00.002+08:00

halfway thro my attachment @ SGH.. so far so gd.. except a few times wif e staffs over there.. my patients thy r kind and gd temper.. esp one of them, i enjoyed helpin him.. he will appreciated my help by smilin and thx mi for helpin him in ways tat he needed.. he indeed an kind and cute gong gong.. when i knocked off from my shift, he will say bye bye and wave and smile to mii bef i leave.. he on NGT feedin, after feedin, he wanna shaved his facial hair and when we praised him handsome.. he will feel happy.. he is e only one patient tat bein wif mii since my first day of attachment.. may god bless him (:

today, came 2 new patients.. one of them very fierce, i dun care to go end him.. another one, he oso a gd gong gong.. he was weak so i fed him durin breakfast and lunch.. we talked durin e meal.. he oso very polite.. he will thx mii for helpin him after e meals.. every patients when thy thx e nurses tat helped them, we, e nurses will feel very great.. i not sure abt others.. as for mii, worked for e whole days,8 hrs @ ward, helpin in one way or another, when durin e day or bef we went home, we able to receive such THX, it will really ease my tiredness and blessin to see them again on e nxt day cos i wont nvr know whether e moment i go home, am i still hv e chance to gt to see them on the nxt workin shift anot.. cos nth can be able to predict..

somethin do happen.. for instance, mornin, i helpin this particular patient.. bef i home, he juz back from scannin.. he looked fine.. nxt workin shift @ mornin, heard he passed away.. wow.. i was stunned.. i rmb he came in e first day, he dun wanna anyone to disturb him when he was sleepin.. i rmb i need to take his vital signs when he was sleepin, but he was cooperative.. he din scolded mii..

sigh.. nw, i started to take things lightly in my pride le.. wats was meant to be mine, will be mine.. not mine, it couldnt be meant for mii since e beginnin.. these 2gong gongs, thy do hv a wonderful wife to be wif them.. thy r old, yet still show care fo one another.. last time de marriage, could last till last breathe.. nw, aiyo.. new reported young couple gettin to separate is increasin..

i might break down if them do happen smth durin e last part of my attachment.. may them get thro till e very last moments as thy can.. may god bless them till e very last moments..

2009-09-05T23:42:00.000+08:00

5th Sept
ended work then went out wif xuan xuan.. took pic plus went Fish & Co and had dinner.. e service and GST charge super exp lah.. is like each paid 4dollar juz for e charges.. lol..
more pics on facebook (:

mii and xuan xuan

31st Aug-4th sept
attachment started le.. first day, Leong drove mii to SGH.. bef tat, went to hv breakfast somewhere near outram.. thx leong (: no appetite cos too nervous plus excited.. then e past few days, wow.. knew how thy work in hospital.. then blur like sotong.. stand there oso kana 'scolded' by those nurses.. is like thy oso went thro e period of bein junior nurse.. y cant thy teach properly and say properly to us.. one of e night shift, Darren came SGH after his exam.. thx thx..

upcomin weeks, will be torture to mii cos my Senior Enrolled Nurse will not be wif mii.. hopefully dun kana those who scolded mii bef de..

God bless (:

2009-08-30T13:38:00.004+08:00

Super busy.. juz finished exam.. then busy workin.. thurs last papers tat went work since fri till today.. later goin work at 5pm.. then tmr will be my attachment at SGH.. attachment for 3weeks.. tmr, cant meet up wif weiting thy all.. thy r goin back to AMKSS for celebration.. Aiyo.. haha.. then last week, went to celebrated Ken's bdae.. nw, these r e pics..

mii and my 2 aiai

mii and Da aiai (:

ytd, wang wang came orchard to do 'flag day' heehee.. then she came ambush and find mii.. haha..

wang wang (:

on fri, fleo and wang wang and their frenz came ambush and find mii..

miss them SO much!!

2009-08-20T19:43:00.003+08:00

juz finished psychology paper.. wow.. damn sian.. flunk paper.. juz lose 15m.. e Qns was hinted by lecturer le.. i rmb yet forgot when i wanna pen it down.. it was like knowin e no goin to open yet din buy then strike e 1st prize.. alr prepared to juz pass e paper din pin to pass wif flyin colour.. e paper was easy lah...... psycho paper psycho my mind.. drivin mii crazy zz

low low low low low nwwwwwwwwwwww
depress depress depress depress.................
help help help help!!!!!!!!!

nxt wk, still gt 3 paper.. help miii arhhhhhhhhhh

2009-08-18T21:49:00.002+08:00

study study study... exam exam exam... din feel so tight up bef when in sec sch..

managed to 'clear' movies..

UP-3D wif Leong
Where got ghost wif Darren

thx arh to both for helpin mii to clear my movies bef my exams and attachment(:
these still cant help mii to chill out bef exam :(

HELP!!!

2009-08-17T15:55:00.004+08:00

a brand new week came le.. dunno sld happy anot.. time seem to pass so fast.. firstly, heard tat thy r movin but not confirm.. then slowly, confirm movin le.. then started to worry who r e one movin to new outlet.. worried tat my closed ones will be goin to JP-Jurong Point.. then slowly, confirmed e ppl who r goin le.. tat time was thinkin, lucky, those my closed frenz not goin.. then slowly, confirmin e day tat thy r goin, started to countdown.. then here e time arrvied.. thy r goin over to e new outlet le in this week..

altho, not my closed frenz went over, but i oso feel sad.. for instance, rachel.. recently, juz became one of my ai ai.. she goin there wif Siva.. sigh.. ytd, bef i went home, hugged her super tightly.. then she said, 'take care'.. wow.. i almost burst out.. aiyo.. only goin to JP, not as if thy goin to oversea.. another frenz goin was Ken.. i will miss his tom yam soup.. ytd, bef i went home and waited for his tom yam soup.. wow.. i even crack a joke wif him.. i told him nxt time, when he received a order listed, 'tom yam soup' tat indicated tat i was there.. hee hee.. he said tat he wanna open a tom yam soup shop then i will bring all my aiais there to support him..

as for my ah yew, he went to look for a new job.. nxt time @ ambush, no ken de tom yam soup.. no ah yew lao gong de jokes and homemade cakes.. no rachel aiai de jokes and talkin mates.. she really very sweet and she like to act out wat other ppl do.. she is SUPER cute.. Sng yeye oso goin to new outlet too :( no more, Sng yeye de cakes and mooncakes le.. no more his laughter le..

aiyo.. 天下没有不散之宴席.. i sld learn how to accept these..

new outlet was like a newborn baby for a young couple.. everyone was busy 'lookin after' this baby.. everyone was anxious abt this baby.. ytd, cheryl aiai kept tryin e new drinks formula.. sigh.. it was like ambush @ taka was e first child of boss.. ambush @ JP was e second child of boss.. haha..

my aiai-rachel

ambush 'lao gong' ah yew

best chef, Ken

Sng 爷爷

2009-08-15T01:10:00.002+08:00

quite true e test.. given by xuan dar dar (:

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

2009-08-14T18:29:00.002+08:00

Sry matt.. din gt e chance and e time to update my blog.. busy wif exam, workin and helpin u.. wow.. 2-3days ago, helped cousin in his ppt at amk mac after test on tue.. wow.. HOW DARE e stranger took e phone while we r too engrossed in our work.. WTH!! sill stand behind us and looked at us at wat we were doin.. i still make fun at him by sayin, 'hey, matt.. yr frenz arh'.. Zzzzzzz wow.. then i called e phone, tat STUPID picked up e call and said my name out ad speakin un-understandable language to mii.. ANGRY!! i so pek chey alr yet speak somethin tat i dun understand de..

ytd, went to rescue him after my work.. matt, hoepfully yr ppt went well arh.. if not, my efforts will gone to waste (:

2009-08-10T02:16:00.002+08:00

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stayed home to rest and watch e parade.. at first, thinkin of goin to marina to watch my fav-firework show.. but in e end, din went.. so stayed home watched e whole show.. Leong came over then happened to watch e 'the truth'- 神话.. by jacky chan.. it was a interestin show.. wow.. e actress very beautiful.. she was from korea, i think.. hee hee.. then 'quarrel' awhile.. both angry then angry loh.. not my faults anyway.. then went for my lunch cum dinner cum supper de meal wif 2meis and darren.. i think durin e holiday cum exam periods, i able to slim down.. cos each day only 1 meal per day.. hee hee.. not bad not bad~

2009-08-09T14:10:00.003+08:00

my lecture mates cum classmates cum hangout mates..

red+white=national day

跟一些合得来的同学 xD

class leader+treasurer+frenz

candid pic

2009-08-09T14:03:00.002+08:00

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wore red and white to sch as a form of celebratin national day as a class..
not whole class wore la.. but is alright la.. when i enter e lecture hall, worried tat i will be a only one wearin.. heng.. thy wore red and white too.. if not, i will be angry again.. hee hee.. then durin e break, booked a room for movie- spirited away.. it was a jap anime show.. hee hee.. then went for simulation lesson.. then home sweet home.. then went market wif papa awhile.. rot at home awhile then head down to ambush and waited for them to gt ready.. celebrated Sng 爷爷 de bdae by havin supper at cantonment road.. first time, see 1 dish need order 2 times, cos 2 tables of ppl.. hee hee.. gt my fav, cereal prawns.. but no appetite to eat.. sick.. sigh..

2009-08-06T23:08:00.004+08:00

today, gt super long break.. 6hrs -.- went town for lunch.. rachelle cravin for sushi durin e class so went town to hv it since gt long hours.. hee hee.. went cine de sushi however, haven open plus need to wait for shy and faiqah so went ard e cine to kill time.. waited till goin to faint le then once thy arrived, went there and found out tat wasn't halal.. so walked over to wheelock de sakae sushi.. hee hee.. abit exp but 久久一次 so alright la.. hee hee.. then went over to far east to meet charista and other for window shoppin.. then went HANS place for my apple crumble.. then went back sch juz for 1hrs, CONSOLIDATION.. tired~

FUN PICS xD

grp pic (:

mi and priscila

faiqah, mii and priscila

rachelle and shy

high light-SUSHI

chix lunch set (:

2009-08-06T00:08:00.002+08:00

played till forgot to blog bef midnight.. today,went for mask fitting.. wow.. thy used bitter solution to test on us.. y cant it be sweet solution or sour.. y must it be bitter.. lol.. torture mii :x at first, i tot my taste bud was spoilt cos thy sprayed many times yet i din taste it.. then at a moment, i was choked on e solution.. then when thy took out e big head mask, my face was red.. like a red tomato.. hee hee.. i dun like bitter stuffs.. yucks.. hee hee..

stomach still not tat well.. today, still hurt but better than ytd.. e doc said avoid spicy and oily food.. i can avoid oily food but not spicy.. i love tom yum soup.. yummy (:

2009-08-04T16:39:00.000+08:00

sick :x stomach prob again.. endure since mornin, till cant take it, skipped bio class.. went polyclinic and waited for 2hrs.. juz reached home.. goin for rest le.. see ya (:

2009-08-03T21:21:00.003+08:00

did a test on FB.. i think quite true.. How easily do u forgive.. e result was 'You give people many chances. You are very hurt and find it hard to forgive after being let down so often. Forgiveness isn't out of the question, but won't be easy or guaranteed.'

i keep thinkin and thinkin.. why why?? can i gt 失意症.. hope so..

听着属于我们俩的歌，去过我们以前常去过的地方。。突然间，这些回忆仿佛又出现了，回到了脑海里。。这时的我难过了起来。。我难过因为见到你对我很好很好，我怕我伤害你。。我又怕我又受伤害了。。曾经受伤过，有了难以康复的伤疤。。我真的爬了。。

2009-08-03T17:29:00.001+08:00

i juz break down again~

2009-08-01T00:32:00.002+08:00

~HAPPY NURSES DAY~
1st Aug was e nurses day for spore.. other countries were on 12th May.. first post for aug.. hopefully, everythin go on smoothly cos this month will be extremely fast and busy.. exam comin in 2wks time.. till 28th Aug.. 31st Aug will be my attactment le.. wow~~ fly pass w/o knowin..

stress~~ dunno wat am i stressin abt.. -.-

2009-07-31T23:32:00.004+08:00

heehee.. last postin for July bef midnight.. this month passed So slowwww... sick and tired.. juz did a daily horoscope on FB.. it said i stress.. i really stress.. dunno y gt angry easily these days.. plus no appetite.. nvr mind.. can lose weight..
btw, managed to pass my biology test.. gt D+.. within, passin rate.. nw, for e first 50% of e module, i managed to gt a pass.. but not tat well la.. 50++.. but for mii, i glad i did pass.. upcomin exam will contribute to e remainin of e 50% of e module.. hee hee (:

ytd.. mei suddenly SUPER high fever.. went to TTSH.. SUPER exp la.. $85 for consultation.. $20 for to and fro de cab fare.. zz.. reach home abt 1am plus.. not sure le, cos too tired to see e time..

lovely cute puppy (:

2009-07-28T00:59:00.002+08:00

wanna blog bef 12am de.. but busy wif my presentation plus went for supper wif darren, bernice and steve papa.. went thomson prata for abt 1hr.. goin for my last 2 presentation le.. then after tat, will be my exam then my clinical placement.. wow.. posted to SGH.. super far for mii lah.. used to travel short distance.. from pri to sec sch to poly.. all education were short distance de.. esp my sec sch life cos e sch was nxt to where i stayed.. then poly life is travel abt 5-10min while my frenz travel all their way to NYP, yck from bedok, pasir ris, clementi, choa chu kang.. travel abt 30min to sch.. lol.. my turn to travel le..

keep complainin wanna travel long distance.. nw, really long distance.. heard was 1hr journey from amk to outram.. nw, gt chance to travel le.. dunno sld be happy or sad.. HAPPY: gt chance to travel SAD: used to slp longer due to short distance.. dunno able to wake up on time to travel..

~lookin forward for clinical placement
~exam comin :(

2009-07-22T20:13:00.005+08:00

winnie pooh (:

messy floor~

formal wear (:

naughty pic :x

mii ;x

burger as dinner (:

little gal wif big jie jie (:

PIE test (:

mii wif rachelle (:

2009-07-22T19:32:00.004+08:00

these days, felt tired easily.. cos sick le.. DANGER!!

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bio test finished le.. cui.. studied till so late yet nth showed.. really, must be last min tat y no results.. sigh.. sian.. biology sci so tough sia.. yts night, while i am studyin, Leong came and pass mii e winnie e pooh.. he juz went to bugis and caught it.. so coincidence, matt juz went to J8 and caught e same bear.. thx guys.. but y u two caught e 2 same bears.. y not, one of u catch 1 happy pooh bear, another catch angry pooh bear.. and matt arh.. u think too much le.. u knew i wanna angry bear, then u think leong will catch angry bear for mii so u catch happy bear.. then in e end, u two gt e same bear for mii (: hee hee.. i laughed out loud when i knew this.. matt, in life, dun make things look so complicated.. cheer up, BRO

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Professional Imagine & Etiquette> PIE formal interview was over.. wow.. excited and angry at e same time.. excited cos first time, wearin formal office wear.. but i looked like a little gal wearin mummy clothes like tatl.. so weird.. my frenz, thy all wear till like office lady like tat.. rare tat, we gt to wear like tat cos in 3 years time, we might be stayin in healthcare service line, therefore like no chance to wear this kind of clothes.. excited cos gt to put on make up too.. hee hee (: but again, my skin like cant absorb e make up..

e worse angry was, i sld be in e 11th position to gt tested by e tester.. yet, she skipped my name.. in e end, waited till nearly 6pm then can go home.. was e last student to leave..

overall, this elective module ended le.. nxt year, will be takin another elective module again..

2009-07-19T16:39:00.003+08:00

juz finished moppin e floor.. finished cleanin up e whole house.. sweat a lot.. can 减很多肥。。哈哈。。 then cont to do my resume.. tmr is my PIE de test le.. wow.. wear formal like office lady.. hee hee.. exited.. because of PIE, spent $$ on formal bottom tat cost $35 plus, formal footwear cost $20 plus.. then make-up de sponge and etc cost $10.. POK LE ARH!! :@

未来的另一半是否不是自己很爱的，但是还是可以在一起生活在一起？？

recently, i readin a book- chix soup for teenager soul series- Teen love series on relationship.. inside this book, it shared many stories.. sad, happy, separation.. one of e stories goes like this.. a lady named 英格丽德.. she fallen in love wif this soldier，李.. due to his job as a pilot, he had to fly to somewhere else and work.. he tot he can fly back to her side once he finishes his work.. HOWEVER, he couldnt fly back.. because of this, thy lost contract :( after year, one of e relative of this lady, wanna her to marry an old rich man.. but she dun wanna so she went to find her uni classmate who oso her best frenz, 泰德.. 泰德 knew that 英格丽德 like 李 yet still married her and started a family.. 泰德died cos of illness.. 英格丽德 cried.. she knew tat 泰德 is a gd man and oso 体谅人的好丈夫。。 e story din ended juz like this.. juz sharin this part of e story cos e remainin part of e story is not e one tat i wanna said.. e lady do like her husband but might not as strong as she like 李??

hmmm.. life is strange.. e one u love cant be tgt,yet can live wif someone tat u cant live without.. heehee.. gtg for my studies for bio.. stress!!

哈哈

2009-07-15T00:22:00.002+08:00

cute~ lol

straight hair~ love it

clubbin night~
recent pics~~

2009-07-14T23:59:00.003+08:00

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today gt HS1091 skill test.. on NGT.. wow.. at first, outside e class not nervous de.. dunno issit gt confidence to carry out e skill or gt NO confidence in passin therefore din pin hopes on it.. durin e test, quite nervous until said wrong stuffs.. patient will gt CHOKE and VOMIT if thy take in air.. lol.. then e tester said,' like tat, u nw breathin, oso will gt choke issit.' wow..after e test, i laughed.. lol.. luckily, e tester not strict.. din failed mii.. but some of my frenz arent tat lucky.. thy kana strict tester.. after e test, went for lunch.. then gt e urge to change 'new' hairstyle.. somehow not really change, was juz trimmed my fringe.. thy helped mii straighten my hair bef cut my hair.. this make mii feel like goin rebondin my hair.. heehee.. went central to see hair strightener.. hmm.. not bad.. juz realised i gt many stuffs to buy..

Gettin lists~~
1. PHONE.. (current phone goin to haywire anytime)
2. samsung mp3.. (know e price le, gettin after phone :x )
3. 3-in-1 hair straighter.. (e cheapest under e list, maybe gettin after my salary come.. heehee)
4. light pink/blue shoes..
5.Basic make-up set.. (rare to do make up to brighten myself up) but dunno how to choose.. gettin rachel to help mii..
6.bag
7. 3/4 pants

wow.. i goin to POK le.. so many things i wanna get.. i must gt e stuffs tat i really need first.. if not, i goin to bankrupt anytime.. LOL

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went out wif cousin, matt and godma go PS for dinner after work.. worked mornin shift till evenin, very tired cos e previous night, worked full shift.. plus promised matt for dinner wif them le,therefore din help siva to extend workin hours.. legs gettin weak le.. backbone is weak too :x stand awhile, achin le.. OH NO!! how am i goin to get my full health state back.. zz waited matt at ambush.. then rachel taught mi how to make up for my elective module.. this module required mii to make on make-up.. zz can i bring her to my sch to help mii.. heehee.. wow.. long time no make up.. hee hee.. walked to PS from taka.. hmm.. i learn how to play new stuff-jubeat..
(hmm,not sure, issit like tat spell anot).. matt taught mii how to play.. but maybe i not gene in games, played like nerd nerd de.. other playin lvl 8 and above.. i played lvl 1,2 -.- i think nw if meet matt arh, i sure gt my 'doorgift' de.. this time ard, he caught mii e mickey mouse which i gt a pair le.. thy finally been tgt.. then my luck wasnt bad.. roll dice then gt a leopard for matt.. wat a pity was tat, gt a winnie pooh in bee suit.. i SUPER loved it.. but hard to catch.. then went for dinner at food court then went home ard 10plus cos e arcade was abt to close.. haha, matt.. U CANT CATCH E DONALD FOR MII.. SO SAD~

2009-07-10T00:41:00.002+08:00

aiyo.. juz started sch not long, presentation startin to pile up and up le.. juz ended HS1091-skill de mcq paper on wed.. wow.. ended till quite late lor.. end class at 7pm.. cant pei 2 aiais and darren to go Klunch and shoppin.. like tat oso gd.. i saved money.. hee hee..

after class, went home to rest awhile then had dinner at home bef meetin them.. wow.. first time, went clubbing.. went St James near Vivo.. wow.. very funny la.. e guard took my IC and stared at mi while checkin mine IC.. i knew i dun look like 18th.. he like wanna laugh, dun wan laugh like tat.. almost dropped my IC.. then this became e jokes for my aiai, darren and steve papa..

wow.. went in, i looked ard e environment.. then managed to find a seat for mii to sit.. wow.. thy can stand for long wor.. i cant :( nvr mind.. juz sat there and watched thy dancin.. and see other ppl dancin.. e place, i can say it quite
complicated.. a stranger guy kissed a gal tat he dunno de.. he like super high la.. so dangerous for gal to go alone.. then on another side, someone from another table which was beside us, broke glasses.. then e guard came to clean up.. i saw somethin on e floor.. somehow looks like tablets.. wow.. then darren said it common to see these.. sat there and listen to e rock music, somehow cant take it cos it too loud for my ears to take it.. somehow, my body was stiff therefore cant dance as well as my 2aiais.. then went to e dance floor to pei 2aiais dance awhile then went home le.. i stayed there abt 2hrs then went home wif darren to share cab.. so EXP, 10bucks de cab fare..

080709was a day for mii.. i really 大开眼见 for mii.. let mii know how does clubbing look like.. hmmm.. i can said tat since was lady night, dun need to fork out cash for entry therefore dun mind to go there to see see.. if ask mii whether wanna go on other day, i will reconsider cos i rather spent $20 to buy stuffs or eat.. maybe, i haven used to this kind of entertainment..

really.. i would rather from beginnin, i din get all these from u.. caused e feelin of lostin was horrible, terrible and inedible.. sry.. i admitted tat i weak..

2009-07-06T18:04:00.002+08:00

Sch reopen le.. gt 1 week extra holiday cos NYP gt students kana H1N1 therefore sch was closed.. first day of sch, not much things happened.. mornin, ALMOST overslept.. cos i off e alarm clock.. hee hee.. luckily, i able to wake up on time.. then rush to sch to hand in 1st assignment for e day.. then went for lab class.. wow.. comin weeks, alot of stuffs to do.. tests and presentations.. wow.. goin siao le.. then went for PIE class. learnt many new stuffs.. e.g. brush hair bef goin slp avoid when old, drop hair.. then my body is pear-shaped body.. then how to dress up.. lots of things arh.. juz reached home.. so take a break awhile then study for wed test (:

2009-07-04T01:15:00.004+08:00

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juz back from work.. nw, abt 1.15am le.. tired and beat le~~ heehee.. went to watch Ice Age 3 in 3D format wif mei mei and darren in e afternoon bef i go work.. then went for lunch at AMK hub bef e movie.. e movie was interestin and sweet.. my nxt movie tat i wanna watch is- Thread of Destiny.. somethin like Sky of Love..
haha.. recently, nth to update abt.. ytd, nth better to do.. cooked sweet potato dessert wif coloured jelly.. mei mei suddenly cravin for it.. lol.. plus my papa de soup of e day-potato soup.. turned out to hv potato feast for e day (: heehee.. ytd, i gt prob loggin in msn.. so seek help from ron throu facebook, then spent times downlaodin e msn files, in e end, still cant log in.. WTH.. i am really computer freak.. lol
tmr workin again.. startin sch soon le~~ hope everyone will be healthy cos kana H1N1 very ma fan.. cant go out, need stay home..few days ago, Leong told mii tat i cant go out from my hse cos my sch extended holiday cos wanna us to stay home cos of e H1N1.. lol.. i almost believed him.. lol..

2009-06-27T22:06:00.003+08:00

today,went to ron's hse to relax wif xiaomeinu and laoda.. supposedly, gt fleo and pc joined us in e fun too.. but both of them din came.. wow.. abit 怀念 this kinda gathering.. last time, i not workin tat often, this was how i spent my times wif them.. rent discs and watched tgt, played mahjong, then dinner, then arcade.. then home sweet home to rush homework for gals, guys will chiong their games.. soon, a night will over and e new bright day start again.. then this cycle of life will keep repeatin and repeatin over time..

maybe like wat dumb told mii bah, 'its not like you can have everything de.. the more thhings u try to hold at one time the higher the chance everything drops together'
somehow, ytd, at work.. e way tat customers talked back to mii, somehow, i start to 看开 already.. cos usually, i will get irritated when i nicely talk to customers yet thy used very yaya papaya de tone to reply mii..

i sld be gt use to 看开 bah.. dun always 小题大作..

who is distubin us takin pic arh~~

Ohhhhhhh.. is ron....

finally, gt 1 pic BUT is blur..

2009-06-26T02:16:00.003+08:00

After work, went home tgt wif aiai.. smth happened.. then home sweet home.. then played facebook de quiz.. this quiz is on Personality traits by birth month quiz

February:Abstract thoughts
Loves reality and abstract
Intelligent and clever
Changing personality
Temperamental
Quiet, shy and humble
Low self esteem
Honest and loyal
Determined to reach goals
Loves freedom
Rebellious when restricted
Loves aggressiveness
Too sensitive and easily hurt
Showing anger easily
Dislike unnecessary things
Loves making friends but rarely shows it
Daring and stubborn
Ambitious
Realizing dreams and hopes
Sharp
Loves entertainment and leisure
Romantic on the inside not outside

this is quite true.. OMG!! it is showing my characters..

~PLS SEE THIS BEF MAKIN FRENZ WIF MII.. COS I DUN WAN IN E END, SAY HOW COME I AM SUCH PERSON!!~

2009-06-21T00:00:00.005+08:00

18.06.09
long time din see 5A' ppl le.. met at 9am at amk mrt to go sentosa.. in e end, we left at 10am.. haha.. took circle line to harbourfront.. throughout e journey, chit chat alot of things.. then we went to suntan.. somethin happened.. my fried bee hoon was spill by pc cos he was tossin e ball and sat beside mii.. lol.. wow.. then doin suntanin, kana hit by ball from ppl tat i dunno.. then, walked ard wif fleo, pg and pc till another beach.. we found an air ventilation and we sat on e floor and chatted.. ppl tot we r siao de.. lol.. then went back to find lee thy all after thy called us.. then only tan for abt 15min, in e end, still kana sunburn.. then went to vivo for dinner and for celebration.. like last time, packed kfc and sat at e sky park and chat.. then took pics then went home.. leong came and send mii and pg home.. tired~~

mii and xiaomeinu

best frenz since sec1 (:

mii and wang wang
my face obviously red, like roasted pig..

17.06.09
today,went for check up.. then went for massage at centre wif darren.. wow.. very pain.. keep screamin when e ppl helped mii to ease my muscle tension.. then went for dessert at hub.. then went to meet my cousin, matt chua.. lol.. long time no see him.. din able to recognise him when met him at mrt station.. then went to shop ard town.. alighted at orchard.. then went to taka,then new shoppin centre, central@orchard.. wow.. e shoppin mall look so HIGH CLASS la.. lol.. then went to ps.. wow.. saw a cute minnie soft bear.. he so gd for e day la.. helped mii catch bear bear.. i think he facin a BIG prob tat caused him to be in this weird weird state.. alth, nw he is gd la.. but if cos of his prob, which turn him to a new guy, i rather he like last time, sot sot like tat.. sigh.. then took bus to suntec juz cos of HANS.. hee hee.. then went to arcade again.. then helped mii catch another 3 bears.. so great.. then took a ride back from leong.. thx thx (:

mango and strawberry dessert
after eatin, then realise din took pic.. hee hee

wanna this..
this bear look so cute.. i not gd in catchin.. i spent $2.. e catcher went down to catch.. i gt e position correct yet e toy not even lift up from e ground.. matt kept laughin at mii.. lol..

however, in e end, he managed to catch a pair.. hee hee.. mine minnie is a orange colour de.. he caught a darker mickey for himself.. heehee

IT IS A PAIR OF MICKEY AND MIINIE (:

2009-06-16T00:40:00.002+08:00

today, whole day juz stayin at home and ROT.. slept till in e afternoon, then surf net then watched tv, slept again then went sheng shiong wif my papa to buy groceries.. fall asleep on sofa while waitin for dinner.. then stone again.. nth to post abt so went on to search quotes again..

today's quote:

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil,
but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Bible
~I Corinthians 13:4-8~

"Perfect love is rare indeed -
for to be a lover will require
that you continually have
the subtlety of the very wise,
the flexibility of the child,
the sensitivity of the artist,
the understanding of the philosopher,
the acceptance of the saint,
the tolerance of the scholar and
the fortitude of the certain."
~Leo Buscaglia~
(March 31, 1924 – June 11 1998)
Inspirational author

There is no difficulty that enough love will not conquer;
no disease that enough love will not heal;
no door that enough love will not open;
no gulf that enough love will not bridge;
no wall that enough love will not throw down;
no sin that enough love will not redeem...
It makes no difference how deeply seated may be the trouble;
how hopeless the outlook; how muddled the tangle; how great the mistake.
A sufficient realization of love will dissolve it all.
If only you could love enough you would be
the happiest and most powerful being in the world...
~Emmet Fox~
(July 30, 1886–August 13, 1951)

taken from: http://www.sfheart.com/love.html

2009-06-15T02:50:00.004+08:00

NP,RP, SP, NYP
4 gals from diff poly~~

4 fnn gals from diff poly again~~

Grp pic~

hungry le~~

mii wif my chix rice (:

fun times~~

miss them lots~~

2009-06-14T00:45:00.003+08:00

Here come e sentosa pics.. not many cos i haven receive it.. more to come~~

mi and my bf <33
hair abit messy cos juz finished shower (:

a grp of shoes~~
smelly smelly~~ heehee

sandcastle
of cos not done by us.. juz happened tat Palawan beach gt event (:

2009-06-13T23:45:00.006+08:00

These r pics taken durin ROD..

weili,mii,calvin
took pics wif CI, very cool.. plus thy r handsome too.. from my meimei's batch de.. handsome wor~

mii wif Hong Yu, Red Fish.. promoted to UCL

mii and handsome weili..
my 'bf' for e year.. so handsome.. too bad, gt gf le.. heehee..

mii wif my squadmates (:
long time no see

jas and mii (: my last meimei in NPCC

3 sis who r from npcc(:

3 'Policewomen'

MR siva said 'i will wait for yr last sis to join np.. however, my youngest sis still in pri 5.. LOL

lets compare last year de ROD's pic and nw.. DO WE LOOK DIFF??

Last year- ROD'08

2009-06-13T23:23:00.002+08:00

today,was a interesting day for mii.. mornin, went AMKSS for my meimei's ROD.. catch up wif my ex-squad mates.. long time no see them le.. kinda miss them.. then went to sentosa for suntanin.. then went to vivo for dinner at sky view, havin packed kfc..
long time, din see my classmates le.. keep on chatting and chatting non-stop.. today, i dunno how to describe my day.. i think pics can do e 'talkin'..

2009-06-13T00:10:00.003+08:00

12.06.09
wow.. last day of sch le.. happy~~ after e first class,psychologist.. went to look for info abt reflection.. 1000words essay.. lol.. then went to cafe@sch library.. had hotdog set meal.. then went to atrium to buy tidbit.. went to sit outside e skill lab and secretly ate there.. then we saw e SHS 'witch' who went ard to catch nursing student wearin inappropriate shoes.. then we hide e food.. wow.. so risky and exciting.. thy said as if we stole e food.. we paid for it yet must secretly ate.. LOL

charista and faiqah were right.. i cant ban myself from eatin spicy food.. had hot and spicy soup noodle for dinner.. lol.. went J8 after visitin regional library wif leong.. cos i need to change skirt at OP and buy 'flower' for my meimei while he need to buy his stuffs at J8,so went tgt.. lol.. by e time, we went for dinner.. nth much at there, so i decided to eat spicy noodle.. he gt nth to eat so ordered e same food.. however, it was too spicy for him, yet i found it, it is super delicious.. hopefully, my stomach wont hv reaction cos i goin to attend my meimei's rod, suntanin wif my PAN family.. happy to meet them..

more entertainments will be up soon~~

kana shot by charista.. RED HANDED!!~

Faiqah and mii.. munchin munchin~~

2009-06-12T01:44:00.001+08:00

i miss u guys.. sry.. i might hv forgotten e day.. sry.. i mistook u guys..

2009-06-11T21:15:00.002+08:00

one day mc, today went back to sch, like gt alot of stuffs to catch up.. wow.. however, i felt refresh.. maybe after fall sick, gt time to rest.. therefore, recharged myself.. sigh.. today,went sch, then received addition of 3 presentations.. wow.. all due after holiday.. tat mean my holiday will be short..

chatted wif rachelle bef went for e last class outside e lecture threate.. we talked abt time management.. nw, we all r busy wif our studies.. secondly is our frenz or personal stuffs, thirdly, u can only choose either yr hobby or r/s.. heehee.. currently, she chose her fav hobby-golf.. as for mii, i nw chose workin.. my time hv divided into parts.. studies, frenzs, health, workin plus take care all my meimeis.. thy gt stuffs for mii to do and look after.. therefore, currently, no time for others.. if even nw i wanna hv somethin, but i know i wont give my best to it..

so i chose to remain like this.. evenn tot, my 'choice' is here for mii yet i chose not to gt it nw~~

time is runnin shorter and shorter~~

2009-06-11T03:33:00.002+08:00

after postin, i went ard to surf net.. then went to facebook.. then somehow, found out tat my gang of 6, went out w/o mii.. then i check e date to see whether i workin on tat day anot.. then i realised tat i din work on e day tat thy went out.. at tat moment, i stoned awhile.. am i become least impt in them le ma?? i saw e gp pic, i sadden.. issit i been neglectin them?? issit i dun chat wif them, therefore thy forgotten mii?? issit i not impt le?? sigh.. issit my work, caused mii to lose them?? wow.. so many questions tat i need to ans.. but then mi, myself din hv e ans to it.. sld i cont to work and neglect frenz tat ard mii?? sld i give up my job juz to hv my frenz back to mii??

nw, even poly frenz say 'it hard for u to go out wif us'.. even thy know to book mii out for shoppin, it is so diffcult.. sigh..

it hurts to see my gang is driftin away from mii le~~

2009-06-11T02:29:00.002+08:00

10.06.09

din went for today's class cos e previous night, diarrhoea till very jialat.. thx to darren for acc mii back from sch to home.. wow.. then mornin, when i woke up, my stomach havin cramp.. tot after shower, it will be fine.. but then was painful for mii to stand properly.. then went to see doc at polyclinic.. waited alone.. sigh.. this made mii think tat when my frenz r sick, i am by them side.. y i sick, i alone.. tat time,stayin at yiyi's hse at woodland, i sicked, i went to find woodland's polyclinic under e rainy day which i nvr been bef to :( it was so scary and lonely.. luckily, i knew where is amk de polyclinic.. went there and took temp and waited.. after seein e doc, need wait 1hr for x-ray report.. need go back again for report.. everythin costed so EXP.. $30++.. tat lab person draw my blood like no skill de.. worried for my arm while she drawin my blood.. *ANGRY*

long time, din fall sick.. once it fall sick, everythin come tgt to attack mii.. first is my gastric, then headache, then chest.. most hateful is my gastric.. caused mii alot of prob.. unstop de probs.. abit regret tat time, din really take gd care of it, nw, 'she' throwin her missy temper on mii le.. took med for her le, yet still do stunts for mii, to torture mii..

2009-06-08T00:31:00.003+08:00

070609

today, at work.. xiaomeinu and nana came wif yilin and her bf.. btw, throughout e conversation, i din even know wat his name.. i think he know my name, but i dun.. -.- lol.. i was super high and happy tat thy came and see mii.. i miss them super lots.. bef thy came, ron's mum asked mii y so long din go look for ron thy all, y so long din went out wif them.. then thy came.. i ran out from cashier station, wanna give xiaomeinu a hug hug de.. but i sweat so dun hug her.. she dressed quite nice till at e moment, i din recognise her when she holdin hand wif nana.. i only started to recognise them when i saw yilin.. she changed alot too.. y everyone changed alot esp e way e dress themselves up.. thy nw gt e poly students de looks.. lol.. i dun.. so SAD.. like small gal like tat despite in poly le.. so sad...

i treated them wif rosti.. tats yilin's fav.. thy started to chat wif mii wif funny funny stuffss.. wat Right Left de.. hee hee.. u guys r so bad.. i understand wat u guys thinkin arh.. btw, even u guys make a smart guess anot, u guys r e one who understand mii bef de.. i really wanna say, 'thx' to xiaomeinu who been wif mii chattin non-stop in every night despite got exam or test on e nxt day.. and nana who alway be e funny one cos halfway, will disappear and appear again de durin e conversation.. funny..

lookin forward to sat, altho heard tat got other ppl joinin.. hopefully, nth go wrong bah.. gettin late le, oink oink le.. exam later at 10am.. excited.. OMG..

GOD BLESS~~

2009-06-07T11:44:00.002+08:00

~There's no formula for finding happiness or love that lasts. Each person, each couple must arrive at their own calculus~

~Loving another truely is one of life 's great joys. For one going happiness, nothing matches a relationship that excites, enriches and uplifts. Here, we plumb the mystery of love from the thrill of desire to the rewards of lasting partnership. Intimacy has challenges, too: no discover the true meaning of doubt~

i find quote r very meaningful.. these r e quote tat i wanna leave..

ytd was a tired day.. workin non-stop.. tot today, can hv a gd rest yet nw been called back for work.. will be leavin to work after bloggin.. nw, busy wif my studies, work, no time to stop for viewing and stop for breathing.. too tight till my head le.. it was rushin till my brain.. tat y ytd, burst out again.. hopefully, later workin no prob for mii cos tmr gt exam, hopefully dun affect mii and my mood.. sigh~~

2009-06-06T00:29:00.003+08:00

05.06.09

nth to do within e 3hrs break.. went to south canteen wif charista thy all to hv lunch.. wow.. south canteen was packed and warm.. still think of north canteen better altho need to see north canteen for 3 years.. hee hee.. then happened to see this 'giant' man.. tot i am his frenz.. zzzz tall like no ppl business like tat.. LOL.. then went to sch lib to watch movie-titanic.. wow.. din knew sch gt such service.. we like mountain turtle.. lol.. i think this week, i hv been turtle for long le..

i even showed charista thy all abt my signature dance-wu gui dance.. thy all laughed.. rachelle even said my jokes not cold cos bef goin to lib, we r discussin where to go.. one suggested to come my hse.. another one suggested go hub.. even one of them asked mii to ask my part-time bf to drive us.. then i told them a cold joke abt e seatin arrangement.. then i did mentioned abt goin lib to talk crabs.. then thy ignored mii.. then nafisah said go lib for movie.. then everyone reacted by goin there -.- anyway,thy all r so FUNNY.. 6 of us splitted into 2 grp watchin 2 diff show.. one was sad and touchin.. another was funny.. then 1 grp cryin.. another grp was laughin so loud then e librarian came.. wanna see who r my gp watchin titanic?? hee hee

this week, catch 2 movies.. one is monster vs alien.. another is 'night of museum' wif leong.. both movies were quite nice..

skill exam is gettin nearer to mii le.. see my classmates, some failed, some passed.. some durin practice time, gt do practice de, yet failed.. vice versa.. gettin worried le.. sigh~~ trouble again~

2009-06-04T02:14:00.002+08:00

juz added on e previous post.. maybe i am really confused tat y when i asked for lots, i need to do it 5times bef e goddness gave mi a agreed signal.. but in e end, it is a bad lot.. very funny la... e lot said dun choose any.. i think she really gt confused when i told her e prob.. tat y need to do 5times.. funny..

2009-06-04T01:33:00.004+08:00

03.06.09
finally, i completed my last 2 presentation, which was e foundation of nursing.. heng.. this lecturer not so strict.. she even said u guys passed and belonged to e gd grp.. finally, our efforts din go to waste.. i even did a breathing exercise in front of e class.. so funny.. am i tat funny?? heehee.. went out wif ah dumb for a 1/2 day shoppin trip at bugis.. we went to bugis de temple to pray and draw lot.. mine was a bad lot.. anyway, this lot gave mi advise on current issue.. nw, i really wont regret wat i chose le cos i managed to find someone who agreed wif mii tat i did e RIGHT way le.. then went to watch monster vs alien in 3D format de.. wow.. very cool.. first time, watched 3D format de movie.. abit like mountain turtle.. i found out a movie, e story like 'sky of love', i wanna watch.. 'sky of love' is xiao meinu intro de.. this time, i will chio meinu thy all to go.. i must rmb tat..

02.06.09
went to celebrate my papa 51st bdae after my class.. ended at 5plus cos lecturer saw us so restless.. went to bf de workplace to buy cake.. my xiu xiu dun recognise mii le.. so sad~ last time, i wanna try tat flavour of e cake, finally gt e chance le.. tat was a MOCHA cake.. so nice~ yummy :) then went to 232 to hv dinner wif papa, 3 meimei and ah dumb.. wow.. costed $129.50.. dunno sld consider exp anot.. crabs, cereal prawns (my fav), veg, meat and drinks.. wow.. goin to pok liao...

lookin forward to nxt sat.. my lovers r goin sentosa.. i am able to get to see my gang le.. i dunno how much i missed them aloads.. when i see them, sure run up and hug my pan family.. see my laoda, sure greet them loudly de.. see pc, see jun liang, see ron, will say 'yoyo' to them loudly de.. cos i really missed them lots.. cant describe tat missin.. really love and miss them lotsssss.... missed e way tat thy like to 'bully' mii.. missed e 'neg comments' abt mii, abt my body, abt my size..

2009-06-01T03:17:00.003+08:00

i afraid i will hurt alot of ppl.. i will hurt ah dumb, hurt aiai, hurt ppl ard mii.. may e god bless mii.. may god take my troubles away wif u.. i really feel tired le.. i already alone le~~ yet still gt obstacles in front of mii.. i really sld stand on firmly in my principal.. my principal is nvr give ppl hopes in mii.. i sld stay firm.. cos i will be worried i will give faked hopes tat lead to disappointment..

i dun really look forward to weekends le.. scare to return back ambush.. i really really really mind wat ppl say and think abt mii..

DISAPPOINTED!! DISAPPOINTED!! DISAPPOINTED!!

DISAPPOINTMENT~~~ DISAPPOINTMENT~~~ DISAPPOINTMENT~~~ DISAPPOINTMENT~~~

2009-05-31T01:24:00.002+08:00

i gettin dunno how to do le.. prob is gettin out of hand le.. i cant control it le.. today,was e horrible day.. din open my mouth to talk to anyone since 1pm, except to my unreasonable customers.. e feelin was SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER worse.. i really dunno how to do le.. waitin for rayyan kor kor to talk to mii.. long time, din chat wif him le.. dunno whether he still rmb mii this mei mei anot..

i hate to make a choice between 2 stuffs.. it was cos i afraid of bad effects.. i had once bef.. i chose r/s over things tat i loved to do de.. then in e end, i ended e r/s, plus gave up things tat i wanted de.. i regretted le.. i dun wan these to happen again.. nw, in front of mii, i gt 3 areas for mii to look after.. 1st, studies.. 2nd, work.. 3rd, romance.. i only can look after 2 out of 3 areas.. i really juz wan to look after e first 2 areas.. cos i only can handle 2 at a times.. if i handle all at a time, i will/might lose all in e end due to carelessness, tiredness, playness and my nonsenscial de rubbish attitude.. my climatic temper will change after weather.. sometime, sunny day.. awhile later, thunder storm night.. mi, myself cant even know my temper le, how can i handle all these at a time..

feelin tired to walk on le~~
feelin tired to cling on le~
feelin restless to look after so many things le~

2009-05-29T22:43:00.002+08:00

PROBLEMS GETTIN BIGGER AND OUT OF HAND LE.. I REALLY WAT I CAN DO.. I REALLY WANNA BE ALONE.. IF 1 DAY, THY REALLY GET FIGHT UP, I WILL LEAVE MY JOB.. AND STOP CONTACTIN ANYONE FROM THERE.. EVEN I CAN GIVE UP ON MY 2 BELOVED AIAI.. IF U GUYS REALLY TENG MI, STOP MAKIN MI TO FEEL BAD LE.. THESE THINGS KEEP MAKIN MI CANT CONCENTRATE..

I AM PREPARE TO GIVE UP THINGS FOR XCHANGE OF MY MISTAKES.. LIKE WAT MY PM IN MSN SAID: ' I WONT BE A SIMPLE GAL LE'..

2009-05-28T19:37:00.004+08:00

26.5.09
went to malaysia to relax myself awhile.. had fun yet e trouble which is in mii, haven subside.. y do i wanna lie to myself.. see.. things r gettin complicated as days come.. ah dumb gt affected by mii.. my mood was affected by these troubles.. WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY i gt so many why and question marks runnin in my mind.. my mind is in whirl.. who can save mii?? who can offer mii solutions.. i hurt ppl who teng mii de.. e hurt is not superior.. in fact is very deep cut..

2009-05-26T13:59:00.005+08:00

no sch for today and tmr due to graduation of SHS.. wow.. time really flies.. saw e seniors bein grad and e expression tat on their face was very radience.. it was tough to endure throu e 3 years.. full of excitments and challenges tat u din face bef.. nw, i am lookin forward to year 2012.. cos tat will be e day tat i will get my diploma in nursing.. when tat day arrive, i will invite ppl tat r impt to mii.. esp, my family.. i wanna a flowers (:

random pics~

i love it (:

so cute.. THX

angel and ghost~~ DIY myself de

2009-05-25T00:51:00.006+08:00

Random pics

taken durin ambush chalet

Steamboat pics
bernice, cheryl and mii

mushroom which looks like mickey (;

自恋 xD

cheryl aiai and mii (:

bernice and cheryl.. both my aiai (: love them

2009-05-25T00:18:00.006+08:00

25.5.09
Happy Bdae to leong (:

23.5.09
after work, went steamboat as a form of celebrate leong bdae.. wow.. after a long day of workin, go eat steamboat, was not as HIGH as i went out wif meinu thy all.. last time, we went to marina to eat e $10 steamboat, we still hv dessert and fruits.. yet, at turf city, we paid $18, no dessest and fruits.. only free flow of drinks plus limited choices of food cos of e time.. e diff is SO HUGE

bef this, almost cant go cos my 2 aiai quarrel wif leong over some misunderstandin abt e supper on last sun.. tat sun, i abit realised e prob, juz tat, i din stop on time.. wow.. thy quarrelled till quite fierce.. esp someone.. wow.. both my aiai cried.. then somehow, i felt guilty cos i felt tat i oso gt 'mini' faults tat caused these misunderstandin.. luckily, in e end, both my aiai and leong, thy still remain frenz.. and is like 'forgive' and 'forget' de kinda frenzs.. love them so much (:

bef enter poly, i almost worked 6days in ambush and spend almost 9hrs plus wif both my aiai.. nw, enter poly, due to sch timin, cant work after sch, so left weekends wif them le.. from used to see them daily till nw only twice a week, SUPER not used to it.. therefore, i gettin to look forward to weekends le altho need to work whole day, but i dun mind spent my weekends wif frenz tat can bring joys to mii, altho, thy like to disturb mii -.-

laughin aid to stop cryin~

i am kinda of simple gal, who gt contented easily de.. therefore, when i see both aiai qurralled, i felt upset and juz brust out..

more pics will be upload them soon~~

2009-05-23T01:33:00.002+08:00

random pic for niite

Gd niite :)

2009-05-23T01:19:00.004+08:00

22.5.09

today,was priscila bdae.. went to pizza hut to celebrate her bdae durin e 3hrs break :) bein e tour guide for e day.. my frenz, thy all stayin at west side.. bedok, tampines, choa chu kang.. then gt 9 gals included mii.. then somethin funny happened at hub.. my frenz suddenly said short of 1 ppl as we dohead count.. then in e end, e 1 ppl turned out to be i am e one.. is like i was standin behind her, she tot i was MIA.. haha.. this time round, we talked alot compared to tat time, we went out for moive-17 again.. haha..

at niite, watched youtube video.. wow.. so exciting.. long time, no long video marathon.. hee hee..

at pizza hut

mii and charista

2009-05-21T23:30:00.012+08:00

21.5.09
these days, busy wif 3 presentations.. one of e module was e critical thinkin, need to present.. i think mi and my frenz had did a gd job already.. but in e end, we did not gt wat we wanted.. i had been naggin abt this since tue.. made mi angry.. worked so hard and long for it le.. and yet this happened.. anyway, HAPPY 23rd BDAE to ah dumb

17.5.09
went to dolphin lagoon wif ah dumb.. took bus to and fro.. long time, din travel long journey on bus le.. i like to travel long journey on bus cos can reflect and recap.. it was a fun day.. able to touch e dolpin and went to underwater world.. cos it two trips costed $23.. considered reasonable price.. then came back to amk ard 7plus.. went to hv light dinner cos after this, went to meet ambush de ppl.. we went to bedok to hv supper.. thx to wo lao pa, steve.. came to fetch mii and ah dumb.. then went home after supper..

Ah dumb and mii

Dolphin lagoon

wat tat??

here i come.. muackx (:

is coloured jellyfish xD

one family~ Ambush~

2009-05-17T01:52:00.007+08:00

wow.. finally, i managed to change e blog skin w/o askin for help (: i finally gt my own laptop le.. great thx to ah dumb, helpin mii when i hv no laptop.. and oso to leong.. drove mi to bukit merah to collect my laptop..

17.5.09
today, i had a bad day durin work.. customers said i dun let her sit down, in e end, ask her husband dun order e food.. wow.. issit i small-sized, then bully mii -.-
then there was a rat at my workplace while i was gettin a brownie then my colleague tapped mi said gt rat, i tot she was lyin to mii.. then in end, really gt one rat.. luckily, i din saw it.. then leong came down to ambush and chit chat wif us.. then home sweet home.. on my way home, my ah dumb gave mi a bag of gifts, wif many laptop stuffs.. most exp was he managed to retrieve my old info from my old imac laptop (: thx ah dumb (:

14.5.09
today, i managed to complete my one of my presentation wif my grp in sch durin e 2hrs break.. these days,i gt 3 project work in 3weeks.. rushin and rushin..

my subgroup members (:
my frenzs

13.5.09
went to take laptop after my class.. leong came to my sch to pick mii up.. then we went to collect laptop,i help him to celebrate his advance bdae..

Happy bdae
strawberry cake~

2009-05-06T17:06:00.003+08:00

recently, things r gettin faster and faster le.. time flies.. been in NYP-SHS for 3weeks le.. everythin r diff from wat i think.. made new frenzs, busy wif diff modules de presentation.. mi and my subgroup members must CHIONG arh~ 2 presentation r due in week 5.. time is runnin out.. weekdays studies, weekends workin at ambush.. no time for other stuffs.. BUT recently, ambush organised a chalet on 29/6/09 at aloha loyang chalet :) e one which last year, 5A havin chalet too :0 but this time is terrence.. 2 storeys wif 2 rooms each.. went at ard 10pm plus due to schooling in e evening and waitin for my two ai ai.. thy workin :( so waited for them at taka and took leong's ride to there.. reached there awhile later, went out again to fetch dioone at pasir ris interchange.. then pei leong back home to take his uniform.. wow.. e dog is cute.. then we went back awhile.. again, we r out again.. went to ai de hse to take xtra clothin after seein e guys swimmin.. but in e end, cant swim cos is abt 2am le.. in e end, we 4 gals went quietly to swim w/o alertin e guards.. then after tat, we played mahjong till 5am plus then went home cos nxt day still hv classes.. tat is so fun.. but darren din came (exam), yao and malique (uncontactable)

2009-04-23T20:36:00.002+08:00

haha.. e 4th day in sch.. today, lecture finished quite early and i had 4hrs of break bef my nxt lecture so went to amk hub to watch movie-17 again wif my new classmates.. wow.. thy all live at west area de.. bedok, pasir ris.. had a great time wif them.. but e feel is not right.. not like wif meinu thy all.. miss them alot.. esp meinu and fleo de voice and laughers.. i wif my new frenz, not like wif meinu thy all.. din chat alot wif new clique..

today, managed to see pg,after 4days.. i saw lao dao ytd while buyin my notes..

meinu,fleo and my other 3 guys, i miss u guys..

2009-04-20T15:15:00.004+08:00

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today, it was my first day of sch.. went out early to hv my first class at NYP, SHS-sch of health sci.. today, only gt 3 periods of class so ended quite early which was abt noon time.. for e last few days, i went out to enjoy myself.. wat a pity was tat i missed my gatherin wif meinu thy all cos of last min need go work.. but yesterday, i was managed to go out wif xuan xuan.. bought alot of clothes which cost 10 bucks each.. in e end, we bought abt 4-5 pieces of tops.. i spent $70.. WOW!! then we went to ambush to hv dinner.. xuan xuan ate salmon fillet spag while mi sick of pasta le so ordered chix garlic sauages.. too full to finish all so gave some to my dar-xuan xuan.. she equal full cos i kept givin her e sauages :p

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on thurs, planned to go suntan wif xuan xuan at sentosa.. then in e end, cos of weather, we went to vivocity to watch movie- e dunno wat incident de show.. hee hee.. bef tat, we went to look for aijisen.. finally to find :) then we went planned to go kovan for bowlin.. but in e end, e bowlin court was booked by a sch.. e person in charge asked mi we come back after 6pm which is much exp than bef 6pm de price.. wow.. then we went to e mall to shop awhile bef we went home.. we took some pics bef goin home.. then i went out wif leong to hv a meal then shop ard then home sweet home..

2009-04-12T17:11:00.002+08:00

wow.. i really wanna consider whether wanan close down this blog anot.. it is not survivin.. sigh.. laptop down plus no time.. really, came back from holiday-genting.. wow.. this time not tat fun cos sick halfway durin e holiday.. missed tom yam soup noodle cos of stomach flu, i think.. hee hee.. then came back wif gifts for my frenz.. gals gt bracelet.. guys gt choco cos gals scare gain too much weights after eatin choco.. this time, won a ba guai-octopus..

recently, missed matt de bdae party.. juz went to meinu de blog.. wow.. i missed alot of events wif them le.. abit down.. sigh..

sch startin soon le.. hooray cos jia xuan will be in e same course as mii :)

2009-03-05T20:55:00.003+08:00

recently, juz keep on workin and workin.. till i fall sick due to greedy.. cos ate too much of malaysia products.. while workin, my frenz cooked porridge and another made hot green tea wif honey.. thx to them :) get used to keep on eatin and eatin.. so gained some weight le.. sigh.. but nvr mind.. i dun mind..

recently, went out wif darren to look for laptop.. wow.. 1 day, get to meet 4 pairs of frenz.. 1st pair: pc and binghao at marina.. 2nd pair: jas and weiting.. 3rd pair: yam hong and er yang.. 4th pair: 2 frenz from 5B or 5C de.. wow.. haha

goin to for holiday soon~ lookin forward..

2009-02-11T16:30:00.006+08:00

1/2/09
went to sing along session after work.. till 4 plus..

2/2/09
went out for celebration after work.. supposed to just hv a meal.. cos, mii and cheryl hungry.. then it turned out to be a celebration.. went to prata place nearby to hv lao yu sheng.. then e shop closed so we had to hv our 'dinner' w/o lights.. like candlelight dinner.. then someone came late.. quite surprise.. he bought a mango cake.. then we went to changi see ah gua.. wow.. saw a guy disgust as a lady.. so chio! make mii and cheryl feel so depressed cos he was a guy yet so pretty.. quoted by darren (ex colleague) then went home ard 3plus or 4plus le..

3/2/09
18th bdae! went to taka wif cheryl to look for bernice.. then thy fought.. cheryl planned these wif bernice to fool mii de, in e end, she forgot.. thy fought like so real, i almost cried out at ambush.. lucky, not tat serious.. then we gals went to hv lunch at tcc.. wow.. so exp.. then we went to far east to shop while waitin for steve and ken finished workin and waitin for leong to come back from somewhere else.. then thy asked mi where to go.. i said eat crabs :) in e end, went to changi eat.. super exp.. $180 plus.. thx to steve.. cos we each only pay $16.. other he paid.. thx alot.. then we went to party world to sing along.. steve went home for awhile.. suddenly, turned out a choco cake :) thx to cheryl,steve and leong :) sing till 2plus. steve cant take it so went home.. leong stayed wif us so tat he can send us back.. he looked so tired..

thx to u guys.. steve,cheryl, ah bang-jeff, yew, ken, bernice, leong, darren, for all e bdae gifts.. 1st: fav wallet.. 2nd: butterfly hairclip.. 3rd: necklace.. 4th: customied keychain..

leong and mii
cheryl aka ai ai and mii
bernice aka ai ai and mii
dionne and mii
mii and steve
mii and ken

4/2/09
went for posted celebration for sab, esther and mine.. went to seoul garden to hv a meal.. thx to u guys too.. for forkin out time for celebration..
thx to weiting,cheryl,jas, sab, xiu.. (PAn family)
thx to other frenzs who came :)

mii and bf, xiu
jas and mii
hansen and mii
junkee, jun liang and mii
mii and pc
mii and meinu

2009-01-11T00:36:00.002+08:00

Long time din update my blog le.. BLOG IS DYING~~

recently, i am juz busy ard my work.. is like everyday,i will go town cos of work.. then abit sick of goin to town to shop cos i gt e feelin of goin work.. LOL

on e eve of e last day of '08, i went to see firework after my work wif my clique.. wow.. so many ppl but e traffic still can consider okay even tho gt 'traffic jam'.. wow.. gt a man, see mii short, then use mii as a barrier to jump to look for his frenz.. wow.. i cant describe usin word but is like damn funny.. 不要看我人小小，好欺負..

then soon, '08 was over.. '09 will be a brand new year.. hope everythin will went on smoothly as it is.. all e best to my frenz in a new year..

gd luck and all e best to mii and my frenz who will be receivin e O lvl result on mon, 12 jan..

it is where all our destination will be diff..

2008-12-24T15:53:00.003+08:00

ytd, in e afternoon, wentout shoppin in town wif ron.. walked ard and bought some clothin.. then after tat, went to toast box to look for ann.. then i went homw wif bernice, afraid tat she oversleep and forget abt e supper.. in e end, she went to sleep for 2 hrs and i alone sittin in e living room and watched show.. then bedok started to rain.. we took cab to taka to look for cheryl,leong and dionne.. we went to quality hotel for meal..wow.. we ate only 1 plate of rice and we r full.. it was like a buffet style.. and leong kept eatin pau.. we chatted and laughed while dinin.. dionne sugguested to go beach but it was too late.. in e end, we went to yishun de 'long racin track' to hv some sight seein.. at there, we took some pics.. wow.. then started to rain then leong started to send us back home le..

2008-12-20T12:54:00.003+08:00

on thurs, went to suntec wif pin xuan and rong xuan.. for a church session on lovin relationship.. wow.. e talk was a fruitful talks..

recently pics~

mii and melvin
mii, melevin and my godmum
matthew, mii and godmum
mii and godmum
mii and melvin

2008-12-18T00:42:00.002+08:00

these days, busy workin.. till very late.. sigh..

13th dec
went to celebrate my godma bdae.. mornin, went out wif a frenz to yishun and then met my cousins and godma at there.. then went to shop at town.. then went to clementi de Sakaru.. tat place gt 2 storey.. abit mafan when takin food.. then after eatin, we went to bugis.. sigh.. not fated mean not fated..

15th dec
went for supper after a long day of workin.. went for 肉骨茶 wif leong,bernice and cheryl.. wow.. we chatted and joked.. haha.. then went to tour ard while on e way home.. then went home.. sigh..

these day, work till body ache.. but worth it to work so hard for my xmas gift..
see ya~

sry,matt.. e pics is too big.. cant load.. gt time, i will bring e pics to yr hse.. sry :(

2008-12-09T23:11:00.003+08:00

Haha.. these days was busy workin.. from noon to closin.. abt 10 or 10.30pm.. cos festival season.. xmas is comin.. hohoho :)

Altho, these days was busy workin, yet, i managed to find joys in my work.. altho, i need to bear wif some unreasonable customers yet everytime, see my colleagues laughin and jokin, this make my day happier.. like few days ago, bef closin.. one of e customer told mii tat thy lost somethin.. then i helped them to search for it.. thy told mii thy wrapped e thing usin tissue paper and asked mii whether i or my other colleagues gt throw away anot.. but none of us hv seen it.. in e end, i went to e kitchen and searched e rubbish bin.. wow.. e rubbish bin was full of tissue and left over food.. then one of my chef colleague, he took a hand glove and helped mii to search e bin.. i feel so bad for causin him to help mii to search e bin.. beside tat, other time, e night was so busy and these days, i am learnin to do cashier.. after closin, one of e chef walked out and told mii a joke.. tat goes like tat, ' u took so many orders, then made mii cooked until later i cant recognise my mum'.. wow, tat joke was cold yet make mii feel better even tho i am tired..

I gt e tot of changin job.. change to a better job like office job cos of e short workin time, with better pay than my current job.. but after thinkin, i will stay on my current job cos of HAPPINESS!! Money can never buy happiness.. for my current job, i already hv feelin for my colleagues.. esp like bernice, cheryl [ my lovers :) ] , my manager and supervisor, siva and jeff , my kitchen colleagues.. thy alway cook nice stuffs for mii whenever i say i am hunger :) no wonder, i grow fat le xD i rmb last year ard oct, i not able to lower e chair by sittin on it.. tat time, i rmb will alway asked my frenz, yao, malique or bernice to help mii.. but nw, i am able to make it lower by sittin on it w/o e help from my frenz..

xmas is comin~ wat sld i gt for myself as my xmas gift for this year?
last year was my samsung mp3..
this year, is it be my fav phone or wallet??
hmmm......

my beloved frenzs :)

2008-12-03T00:16:00.002+08:00

Ytd, went to celebrate weiting bdae (: but she was not feelin well :( take gd care.. i had my dinner wif xiu,lee,jas,jl,ron,yam at HANS at marina.. haha.. had my fav apple crumble for my dessert :) after tat, went home le.. haha

today, finally finshed watchin 转角遇到爱.. wow.. so sad.. cried and laughed while watchin alone at home.. these days, not workin, had been watchin abt this show.. sigh.. after tat, met wif my cousin, matt and 2 sis to go Funan mall to buy digital camera.. wow.. quite cheap but maybe not gd brand.. bef leavin e shop, e saleman sighed.. i think he must be irriated to entertain my 2 sis.. kept askin questions.. haha.. however, he is a gd saleman.. after tat, went to PS for matt to change e size of e shirt which he bought 2 days ago.. he bought e shirt w/o tryin.. scare his hair gt messed up while changin -.- e end, e size cant fit him.. then went to bugis junction to meet his mum-my godmother for dinner.. then went to arcade for catchin soft toys.. wow.. my cousin helped mii to catch 2 toys for my xmas gift.. he is gd at catchin toys, therefore, my 2 xmas, he gave mii soft toys..

sigh.. days comin to xmas, taka extented till very late.. tmr workin again~

Pink monkey and Stich xD

2008-11-23T01:10:00.006+08:00

PAN family
priscilla beh and mii
jaslyn and mii
Ms ng and mii
mii and ping cheng
mii and gavin
mii and cheryl
mii and jia xuan

2008-11-21T17:47:00.006+08:00

Prom niite 19.11.08
wow.. e day tat everyone lookin forward had arrived.. afternoon, went to amk to do hair and make up.. on my way, it rained.. then i took a ride from my frenz tgt wif my bf-xiu.. a BIG thx to leong.. thx alot for yr helps :) enjoyed alot at e hotel.. xiu was voted as e prom queen.. so fun as we played along in e games.. after tat, we had pic session.. then went to matt hse.. too tired,so went home at 6am.. enjoy e pics..
~more pics to be uploaded

Jun liang and ron
mii and jun liang
ron and mii
a grp of handsome guys
wen xiu,mii and cheryl
leong,xiu,zongda and mii
leong and mii

2008-11-07T22:12:00.002+08:00

finally o lvl finished le.. overall, i only gt confidence in my chi paper.. sigh.. hopefully, can get at least for 20 for L1R4.. for em paper1 is like very tough but my frenz say is easy.. sigh.. yesterday, went to buy prom dress.. bought a cheap one.. anyway, juz went to prom night for havin fun wif my meinu, thy all..

lookin forward for prom night, 19/11/08

2008-10-11T00:13:00.004+08:00

Farewell pics

mii and lao da

sis, mr tong, mii

mii and ron